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Thursday
September 3, 1885
10:46 AM
He
was happy. And not only for the cooked hen he had just eaten which, aside from
satisfying his own oft-neglected appetite, proved to be one of his favorite
meals over the last eight months. No, it was more than the food and the
atmosphere and the people. It just felt right. He was accepted. He was
appreciated. He was wanted. Never had Doctor Emmett L. Brown been so happy.
Finally, he had a place to call home.
What
it was about Hill Valley 1885 that made his heart glow the scientist wasn誸
certain. Yes, he felt more comfortable in these less frantic times, and yes, he
felt much more accepted than he had in 1985. But it was more than that. It was
something his brain couldn誸 understand and analyze and hypothesize. It was a
feeling in his heart and, try as he may, it was an induction that his
academia-intellect could not educe, and over the last few days, he had simply
given up on finding a firm solution. Sometimes, Doc mused, there were questions
that not even science had the answers to. Eight months ago he would have never
admitted as much - indeed, he would have debated such a notion tooth and nail -
but now that he had lived it, he was in no position to dispute it. It was a
mystery, and he supposed that was life, and there was nothing anyone could do
about it except to accept it as such.
As
he cleaned off his plate from his late-morning brunch, Doc誷 thoughts shifted
to more present concerns. Two days ago he had learned from Chester, the
bartender of the Palace Saloon next door and Doc誷 closest companion in 1885,
that Buford 襇ad Dog Tannen had weaseled his way out of incarceration and
still held a grudge for an incident that any man with half a brain could see
was of the derelict誷 own doing. Unfortunately, Tannen誷 brain-capacity was
lucky to be used to half its potential, and Mad Dog was using Doc as the
scapegoat for his woes. Word had it that Tannen was looking to get even, but
thus far he had been unaccounted for since he was released from the Plain Ridge
county prison on Tuesday. That worried Doc most of all.
Tannen
was laying low, waiting. And to further compound things, Chester had gotten a
message a few hours earlier that the train that Marshal Strickland was due to
take back to Hill Valley had been delayed. The conductor had gotten food
poisoning yesterday while the train was stopped in Green Bluff and wasn誸
expected to get back on schedule until later that night, if that early. If he
had thought that Tannen was capable of developing such a scheme Doc would have
been very suspicious about the whole matter. As it was now, though, the
inventor simply chalked it up to bad luck.
Still,
Doc would feel much better about the situation if he knew Marshal Strickland
was back in town. It seemed he was the only person aside from Doc who was man
enough to stand up to Tannen, and the only one who could put the scare in him
to put his iniquities to rest for a time. Until Marshal Strickland did get back
from Haysville Doc had determined to stay put in his livery and stay quiet.
Although he refused to let Tannen run him out of his town, Doc wasn誸 dense
enough to try to bring unwanted attention to himself or make himself an easy
target should Tannen be waiting for just the right moment.
It
was best to stay inconspicuous, at least until things became more calm and the
town had its main police force back. With that thought, Doc stood and went to
his anvil in the iron room to begin work once more. After all, horses didn誸
stop needing shod because Doc誷 life was in danger. Hopefully, if he was lucky,
Marshal Strickland would make it back to Hill Valley by the day誷 end and
Buford Tannen would never step foot near Doc for the rest of his natural born
life.
If
only life was that predictable. Unfortunately, the mystery continued.
***
As
Doc was working laboriously with his iron hammer over his ringing anvil, four
dark figures were riding into Hill Valley. Buford Tannen halted his stead at
the Palace Saloon and his three cohorts brought their horses to a stop as well.
襆et誷
try the bar first, Tannen drawled as he climbed off of his horse and led it to
the nearby hitching post. 襆et誷 find out where that four-flushin smith誷
hidin his yellow belly.
His
men followed his lead and went after their leader as he entered through the
swinging doors of the saloon.
What
conversation had been going on ceased once the barflies became aware that the
man ambling up to the front table bar was Mad Dog Tannen. Suddenly the
good-natured chatting went silent and all eyes were upon Tannen as he stood at
the bar, his men at his side.
褺artender,
Tannen said to Chester, who had inched to the back wall when he had seen who
his next customer was, 襂誱 lookin for that no-good, cheatin blacksmith. You
seen him around?
Immediately
Chester shook his head. 襈o, sir, Mr. Tannen, I have not.
襈ow,
you wouldn誸 lie to me, would ya, barkeep? Tannen demanded with a sneer. 襇y
beef誷 with the smith, not you. But if yer not upright with me, his and my
grudge becomes yours and mine. Ya follow?
Chester,
finding his breath stuck in his throat, couldn誸 respond all at once.
Meanwhile, Chester誷 bartending assistant, Joey, who had been listening from
the kitchen and had heard just who his employer was speaking with, knew just
what he was to do, having gone over how to handle this exact situation with
Chester only two days prior.
Out
the back entrance he went, stealthily, around to Doc誷 neighboring livery shop
and entered through the front door which was currently set open so that
customer誷 could make their presence known while Doc was noisily at work at his
anvil. He went to the iron room set off to the right of the building and,
cupping his hands around his mouth, shouted in a loud whisper:
襇r.
Brown! Mr. Brown, ya hear me?
Doc
paused in the middle of his work, holding his hammer high above his head,
clenching tightly to its handle, and didn誸 turn around at once. 襑ho誷 there?
the scientist asked, half-expecting to look behind and find Mad Dog Tannen
aiming a pistol at him.
襂t誷
Joey, Mr. Brown, came the reply. 襂 have to talk to you.
Doc
gazed over his shoulder and, seeing that it was indeed Joey, dropped his hammer
and joined the young man in the main room of the livery. Before he began, Joey
went to the front door and pulled it shut. Then, biting at his bottom lip, he
wringed his hands together as he tried to figure out just how to relay what was
happening.
襑hat
is it, Joey? Doc asked, seeing the concern in the young man誷 eyes.
襂t誷
Tannen, the words finally came out of the young bartender誷 mouth. 襀e誷 back
in town.
襎annen?
Great Scott! Doc immediately rushed to one side of the livery and picked up
his modified Winchester rifle, which was now equipped with a telescope atop,
designed specifically for Mad Dog誷 return. 襑here is he? the scientist
inquired of Joey.
褹t
the saloon. Chester誷 holdin him for as long as he can, Mr. Brown, but he
ain誸 gonna lie 詁out anything to Tannen and I don誸 blame him, Joey replied.
襈either
do I, Doc said honestly. 襎his is my problem and Chester shouldn誸 feel
obligated to protect me.
襂
suspect he誰l be here any minute, Mr. Brown. You best be expectin him, Joey
said.
Doc
raised his rifle and peered through the telescope on the top shaft out the side
window of the livery and out to the bar. Through the saloon誷 window he could
see Tannen wagging his finger at Chester, bullying anyone who was smaller or
meeker than him - just like a Tannen. It looked like Chester was finally caving
in, as a wide grin appeared on Tannen誷 face as Chester was speaking.
襓ou誨
better get going, Joey, Doc said as he lowered his rifle from his eye. 襓ou
don誸 want to be around when Tannen shows.
襓a
don誸 have to tell me twice, Mr. Brown, Joey said as he made to leave. He
paused as he went to open the front door and said: 襃ust be careful, Mr. Brown.
This town won誸 be the same without ya.
褼on誸
worry, Joey. I誰l be fine, Doc assured him.
Chester誷
assistant nodded and quickly leaked out of Doc誷 livery. Doc picked up his
rifle and returned his sight to the saloon and saw that Buford had now turned
to leave and was heading out of the bar. Doc lowered his firearm and let out a
deep breath. It was time to face his destiny. Resting the rifle on his
shoulder, he slowly walked to the front door and, after a moment誷 hesitation,
stepped out onto Hill Valley誷 main drag.
He
spotted Buford and his men, but they hadn誸 seen him yet as they were
chattering with one another like school children as they sidled toward Doc誷
smith shop. Quickly Doc cocked his gun and that sound seemed to consume
Tannen誷 attention as his eyes instantly snapped up to see Doc standing a few
paces from his livery, rifle pointed in his direction, the flaps of his long
trench coat fluttering lifelessly in the dead air. Tannen immediately reached
for the pistol in his gun belt but paused when he heard Doc holler:
襂t誰l
shoot the fleas off a dog誷 back at five hundred yards, Tannen, and I誺e got it
pointed straight at your head!
Buford
glanced at his men who then, as if following some unsaid command, reached for
their own pistols.
襃ust
try it, Tannen! Doc commanded with a snarl. 褼on誸 think I誰l do you any
favors!
Buford
stopped his men with a single hand gesture, then ambled a few paces closer to Doc.
襂
heard you誶e looking for me, Tannen, Doc said, keeping his rifle aimed at Mad
Dog who was still a fair distance away. 襑ell, you誺e got me. So what do you
want?
Tannen
grinned wickedly. 襓ou owe me money, blacksmith.
Doc
knew that this was certainly not about financial restitutions, but didn誸 have
the gumption to suggest otherwise. Instead, he kept his face stone and played
along. 襀ow do you figure?
襇y
bay threw a shoe! replied Tannen roughly. 褹n seein as you was the one who
done the shoein, I say that makes you responsible!
Doc
didn誸 let up. The only thing a bully understood was contempt. 襑ell, since you
never paid me for the job, I誨 say that pretty much makes us even!
襑rong,
smithy! Buford returned angrily. 襂 was on my horse when it threw the shoe and
I got throwed off! An that caused me to bust a full bottle of Kentucky Red Eye
liquor! So the way I see it, you owe me five dollars for the whiskey and
seventy-five dollars for the horse!
Doc
shook his head with annoyance. 襆ook, Tannen, if your horse threw a shoe, bring
it back and I誰l reshoe it!
襂
told ya that horse is dead, blacksmith! Tannen returned furiously.
襎hat誷
your problem, Tannen! Doc answered boldly.
襇y
bay誷 dead because you don誸 know how to fasten a shoe, Buford shot at the
scientist. 襑ell, eye for an eye, blacksmith.
Doc
quickly raised his rifle again and prepared to fire, knowing fully what
Buford誷 intentions were, but the cutthroat didn誸 make a move. He simply
smirked and slowly shook his head.
襎his
ain誸 over, smithy, Tannen said calmly. 襈ext time I誱 around, you ain誸 gonna
know I誱 comin. If I were you, I誨 be lookin behind me from now on. 訡ause
one day, when you least expect it, yer gonna get a bullet in yer back! Eye for
an eye, smithy.
Then
he turned around and gestured to his men. 襆et誷 go, boys!
With
that, Tannen and his gang returned to their horses and rode out of Hill Valley.
Doc released a wearied and relieved sigh once they were gone and it wasn誸 long
before Chester, who had no doubt watched the whole ordeal from the saloon, left
the bar and hurried to his side.
襓ou
all right, Emmett? Chester asked as he hustled toward the overwrought
scientist.
褾ine,
Chester, just fine, Doc muttered as he ran his hand through his white, stringy
hair.
襑hy
didn誸 ya just pay him? Chester asked with concern. 襂 know it誷 a good
amount of greenback, Emmett, but surely eighty dollars ain誸 worth yer own
life!
褻hester,
if you think Tannen came back here to collect a ransom from me, I誱 afraid you
don誸 know Mad Dog as well as you think, Doc answered plainly. 褺elieve me,
Tannen doesn誸 need the money. He wants the retribution, and no amount of cash
is going to make him change his mind.
襂
know it, Emmett, Chester shook his head sadly. 襃us, it wouldn誸 hurt to
try.
襂
wouldn誸 give Tannen the satisfaction of watching me wallow before he shoots me
down, anyhow, Chester, Doc said matter-of-factly.
襂
jus hope Marshal Strickland gets back soon. I knew this town wasn誸 ready for
him to take a vacation, Chester said with a sigh.
襎hat
makes two of us, Chester. How about a drink? Doc asked.
襂
sure could use one, Chester said only half-jokingly as Doc laid his arm over
the bartender誷 shoulders and led him back toward the saloon.
* * *
Doc
relaxed at the saloon awhile with a bottle of Moxie, then returned to his shop
to return to his blacksmithing duties. Just as he one sitting down to get to work
there came a holler from the front door. Doc stood and peeked out of the iron
room into the main room to see that Hill Valley誷 mayor, Hubert Dawson, had
entered and was waving a paper at him.
襀ubert!
Doc cried with relief and he went to the mayor誷 side.
襍orry
to interrupt yer work, Emmett, the mayor apologized. 襓ou remember las week
when you volunteered to meet the new school teacher at the station after she
came in?
襉h,
yes, Doc nodded, having completely forgotten about the favor he had promised.
襋uite so.
襑ell,
we just got word, she's comin in tomorrow. Here are the details for ya,
Hubert said, handing the paper he held to Doc. 襎hanks for all yer help,
Emmett.
襍ure
thing, Hubert, Doc said as he accepted the paper.
The
mayor then turned to leave, but just as he was about to go out the door, he
turned and called: 襉h, and by the way, her name誷 Ms. Clayton. Clara Clayton.
褿ot
it, Doc said.
Hubert
turned and returned to his buckboard outside and drove off. Doc sighed inwardly
as he went over the description on the paper. He hadn誸 been too happy about
having to 襳olunteer to pick the schoolmarm up at the town meeting on
Saturday. He didn誸 like doing extra-curricular activities, knowing full well
that his actions would have repercussions on the future. That excluded, Doc
still wasn誸 much in the mood for doing favors. Personally, he just wanted to
crawl into bed until his life in 1885 returned to normal.
But
Doc wasn誸 one to welsh on a promise, and so Doc made a mental note to be at
the Hill Valley train station at 8:00 tomorrow morning when Ms. Clayton誷 train
was due in. He would drop her off at the cabin next to the schoolhouse a few
miles out of town as the note said and be done with it. Certainly bringing a
schoolteacher from the train station to her new home couldn誸 change history.
She was certain to get there one way or another anyhow.
With
that, Doc folded the paper into his pants pocket and returned to the iron room.
The day was already half over and Doc had hardly begun to get to work on his
daily chores. There was time enough to worry about gunfights and
schoolmistresses once the obligations he had to the town were completed. And,
considering Doc currently wasn誸 in any mood to put much regard into such
annoyances anyhow, he was thankful to have the distraction.
* * *
The rest of the day passed without any further incidents. Mad Dog hadn誸 been heard from again, Mayor Dawson was unaware that any encounter between Doc and Tannen had taken place (for the jovial gent誷 own good - he didn誸 have the time nor the fortitude to fret over outlaws such as Tannen and, thus far, hadn誸 needed to since he brought in Marshal Strickland earlier in the year), and Doc, though it made it necessary for him to have a late supper, finished all of his day誷 smithing work. The only cause for concern since Tannen誷 re-emergence in Hill Valley was the fact that Marshal Strickland誷 train had not yet come in and there was still no word from the telegraph office as to what the current situation in Green Bluff was.
It
looked like Doc was in for another restless night. For the past two evenings
Emmett had found sleeping even more of an ordeal than usual. But he supposed knowing
that there was a murderous outlaw lurking about who was anxiously awaiting the
chance to put a bullet into his back could have that effect. As Doc settled
into bed this was (understandably) the most prominent thought dancing through
his mind.
As he
pulled his sheet up to his chin and laid back on the mattress, Doc told
himself, as he had done for the past two nights, that the doors were locked and
that he could depend on Chester or Joey, who took over the bartending duties
late at night (Chester didn誸 dare entrust the care of the bar to his assistant
during waking hours when the Palace received its most 襠istinguished
customers), to be wary of Tannen誷 arrival when (not 襥f, the scientist
reminded himself) he returned. His logic wasn誸 much solace. Though he tried to
push Tannen out of his mind, Doc couldn誸 seem to stop distressing over the
whole ordeal. He tossed and turned in bed, kicking at his sheet and becoming
more and more annoyed as the night went on.
He
slept eventually, though it didn誸 seem like for more than an hour or two. But
at least that was something and it would hopefully allow him to last the day.
If he was lucky, Friday would be much more uneventful than the previous day. At
most, he hoped to be greeted by Marshal Strickland upon his return from
Haysville and to finish his week誷 work without a hitch. Oh, and of course he
had to pick up the schoolteacher in the morning. But, inconvenient as it was,
he didn誸 suppose it would impact his day much. He would simply greet her with
a polite 襀ow d誽ou do, escort her to her new home, and drop her off with a
gracious 襊leasure to meet you, and then it would be back to life as normal.
No Tannen, no favors. Just life as it had been.
He
couldn誸 hope for a more perfect day, all things considered. But with his luck,
Doc sincerely doubted that the reality of tomorrow誷 events would ever match
his suppositions. Life, as the scientist had learned, seemed to have an agenda
all to its own, and rarely did the results live up to the possibilities.
If
only life was that perfect.
* * *
Friday
September 4, 1885
7:32 AM
Doc
slept later into the morning than he was accustomed to and didn誸 arouse enough
energy to rise from bed until a half hour after his alarm went off at 7:00,
whereupon he awoke to a cold plate of eggs, bacon, and toast, courtesy of his
self-made breakfast conveyor. Doc ate the meal, as he had come to learn that
food wasn誸 as easily acquired nor as preservable as it would be one hundreds
years from now, but opted to make himself a fresh cup of coffee. Though he was
rather exhausted due to the lack of sleep he had gotten in the past three days,
Doc made a concentrated effort to hurry himself so that he would be at the
train station before the locomotive誷 due arrival time.
After
finishing his breakfast, Doc gathered Galileo and Archimedes and, after a brief
visit to the Palace Saloon to check in with Chester to make sure all was well,
was off to the train station at the town誷 entrance. The train wasn誸 due in
for a few more minutes, so Doc stopped in at the Telegraph to see if there was
any news on Marshal Strickland誷 train.
褹ctually,
the telegraph operator said as he sifted through a stack of scribbled papers,
襂 jus got a message less than a half hour ago. Ah, here she is, he said,
plucking the paper out of the batch. 襆et誷 see ... Says here that the number
eleven train from Green Bluff is set due to leave within the hour. I wouldn誸
be surprised to have it get here by noon at the latest.
襎hank
you, Doc told the man, a wide smile creeping onto his face as he left the
telegraph to await the 8:00 train誷 arrival. That was certainly good news.
Perhaps the day would go as smoothly as he hoped. Lord knew he needed a
courtesy.
Within
a few minutes locomotive 131 came chugging into the Hill Valley train station
and came to a stop. Checking his pocket watch, Doc noted with pleasant surprise
that the train was actually five minutes early. Yes, indeed, everything was
going better than expected. These days were rare, but the scientist supposed he
was due for a bit of good luck.
Doc
waited patiently on the dock of the train station as a few people began to pile
out of the passenger car. Stuffing his hands in his coat pockets, he turned to
survey the railway men who were busy unloading some assorted lading. A few
workers had just set down the bells that were to go in the upper corners of the
courthouse, and Doc watched as they returned to the boxcar and, after a few
moments, hauled out another of the clock tower誷 accessories. Doc stepped
forward to get a better view, his interest piqued, as the men were now
unloading the clock that was to be set in the gable wall of the courthouse onto
a wagon on the dock.
It was
quite a transcendent moment for the scientist and he viewed the timepiece with
awe, its hands frozen in time, just as they would be decades later. The party
commemorating Hill Valley誷 official declaration of city-hood twenty years ago
was tomorrow, and Hubert had wanted to bring the clock in and activate it to
kick off the festival. A symbolism of sorts, he had said, for the beginning of
a new era in Hill Valley; a fresh start, Doc hoped, for his own life as well.
Ever since he had envisioned the flux capacitor thirty years ago (or seventy
years from now, depending on how you perceived it) Doc had been obsessed with
time, and he saw the inauguration of the clock to be the perfect moment to
re-discover himself and his life now that he had resolved to stay put in the
Old West, as the stopping of it had once been on that stormy November 12th
night.
Doc
ceased his musings and glanced back and forth to see if the schoolteacher had
yet left the passenger car. A slender woman wearing a heather-colored dress stood
on the dock a few paces away, her back to him. At her sides she held her
luggage as she stood before the train tracks and watched as the train, the
railway men having finished unloading all of the cargo, prepared to chug off
once more. Doc approached the woman slowly and, clearing his throat, he placed
his hand on her shoulder and said:
褽xcuse me --
However,
he wasn誸 able to finish his expression as the woman, so startled by Doc誷
utterance and touch, released a sharp: 襉h! and suddenly spun around and
unwittingly smacked the scientist on the top of his head with the telescope
case she held, flattening his hat. Flustered and embarrassed by her actions,
she suddenly dropped her luggage and, cupping her hands together on her chest,
exclaimed: 襂誱 sorry ... sir! I-I didn誸 see you ... I mean, I didn誸 know you
were there! Are you all right?
A
bit dizzy, Doc rubbed his head and left his eyes pointed at the ground, trying
to regain his wits. 襂誱 fine, Doc assured her after a moment as he lifted his
hat from his head and reshaped it. 襂 have a hard head, he quipped and,
returning his hat to the top of his head, turned his eyes to hers.
Doc誷
mouth hung open and he found that he had no words. She was breathtaking! She
had thin, enchanting lips, a perky nose, and dainty, thoughtful brown eyes. Her
curly auburn hair was tied in a bun under a straw bonnet, and the way she
looked at him so sorrowfully made the scientist誷 heart glow.
Neither
of them spoke for some moments. Finally, the woman shook her head and said: 襂
must apologize, sir, for my frivolous behavior. I was just waiting for the
gentleman the mayor had sent to pick me up, the town誷 blacksmith. I誱 afraid
he may have found more important things to occupy his time with - typical, she
added, almost to herself. 襂 was just about to go into town to rent a buckboard
when you startled me.
襎hen
you must be Miss Clayton, Doc said, raising his eyebrows.
襓es,
she nodded. 褻lara. Did the mayor ask you to pick me up?
襎hat誷
right, Doc answered. 襂誱 Emmett. Emmett Brown. I誱 sorry I was late. On
occasion I tend to fall into illusory trances and lose all sense of reality.
襈o
need to apologize, Mr. Brown, Clara told him. 襂 can certainly relate to
losing sense of reality. I suppose the blacksmith couldn誸 make it?
Doc
hesitated for a moment. 襈ot exactly, he replied. 襂 am the town誷
blacksmith.
襉h,
Clara said, surprised. 襂 hope I didn誸 offend you, Mr. Brown. You didn誸 seem
like the blacksmith type.
Doc
frowned, somewhat upset to be judged so quickly based upon his personal
appearance - he had gotten enough of that back in 1985. 襂 know I may be a few
years older than most men in my profession, Miss Clayton, but my physical age
has nothing to do with --
襉h
no, Clara interrupted, gently shaking her head. 襂 didn誸 mean it that way,
Mr. Brown. I just didn誸 picture a man of your dignity to be doing menial
labor. It doesn誸 seem ... becoming of you.
Doc considered
her words for a moment and then decided that she meant no offense by them.
襑ell, Miss Clayton, Doc replied as he bent down to pick up Clara誷 fallen
luggage, 襱here is more to me than bending iron. But out west you have to take
advantage of what opportunities you誶e given. Lifting up her bags, Doc led
Clara to the hitching post he had tied Galileo and Archimedes to.
褺lacksmithing, he continued as they walked, 襴as the opportunity I was given.
But just because it happens to be my m巘ier, it doesn誸 mean that it誷 my
passion. Here the scientist paused as he worked to secure Clara誷 baggage to
the back of Archimedes saddle.
襑hat
is your passion then, if I may be so bold? Clara asked, as she watched Doc
strap her holdall to the horse.
Doc
finished tying her bags to the steed誷 saddle and looked up at Clara. He smiled
then, seeing her serious, inquisitive face looking upon him and remembering
just how beauteous she was. 襂誱 a scientist by design, he answered.
襍cience?
Clara asked eagerly. 襑hat sort of science? Astronomy? ... Chemistry?
褹ctually,
I誱 a student of all sciences, Doc replied. 襎here誷 something about how
mathematical equations and formulas, how the human mind can decipher the
essence of life and translate it into letters and numbers so that it makes
sense, that誷 truly amazing to me. It誷 almost as if our very existence is
connected to its practice. There誷 not a greater art form I can think of.
Clara
viewed Doc for a long moment before she breathed in and spoke: 褽ver since I
was a child I had always been fascinated with astronomy. It誷 as if the stars
and the planets were designed and constructed in such a way that when you look
up at the night誷 sky, you feel almost as if you誶e a part of them and they誶e
a part of you. As if there was a grand design of some kind and you誶e
communicating with the heavens.
The
two stared at each other for a long moment and didn誸 speak. Finally, Doc
blinked and made a reply: 襎hat seems to be everything, he said as he glanced
at the baggage he had strapped to Archimedes. 襂誰l show you the way to the
schoolhouse. Can you ride horseback, Miss Clayton? If not I can rent a
buckboard from Mr. Statler.
襉h
no, I wouldn誸 have you go to that trouble, Clara told him. 襂誱 a very
capable rider, believe it or not, Mr. Brown.
褽mmett,
he corrected her. 褹nd I have no doubt of your prowess, Miss Clayton.
She
gave Doc an appreciative smile as she crossed him and climbed aboard Galileo.
Doc followed her example and seated himself on Archimedes back.
As
Doc took the reins of the horse to spur it forward, Clara called over to him:
褹nd you may call me Clara, Mr. Brown ... Emmett. All things being equal, after
all.
Doc
smiled drolly back at her as Clara brought Galileo forward so that the two
horses now strolled side by side as they crossed onto Hill Valley誷 main drag.
As they passed through downtown Hill Valley, Doc pointed out to Clara the more
significant venues, such as the meat market, Mr. Statler誷 horse trade and
buckboard rental shop, the mercantile store, the doctor誷 office, the Wells
Fargo bank, and of course, his blacksmith shop.
襓ou誺e
come at just the right time, he added, motioning with his head up at the
banner hanging between the doctor誷 and undertaker誷 shop.
褼ance,
food, games - Saturday night, she read. 襂 suppose there誷 no better place to
get acquainted with everyone than at a party.
褼on誸
worry, Doc said when he noticed her anxious expression. 襇ost people in Hill Valley
are quite amiable. Believe me, once you settle in you誰l never want to leave.
I, myself, was just passing through - ohhh, it was about eight months ago. My
buckboard broke down and the place grew on me so much that I decided to stay
put. You couldn誸 find a better place to call home.
襑ell,
if the people are as gracious as you, I誱 sure I誰l find it very welcoming,
she smiled affectionately at Doc. 襂t誷 just so much to get used to. It誷
nothing like the hurly-burly of Trenton. So much freer and livelier. That誷 why
I left New Jersey. Life was easier - I had everything I could have ever wanted
- but it wasn誸 simpler. It was ... noisy, complicated. Too much want for
wealth and power. Too much need to be better than everyone else. I just needed
a place that was more tranquil. More genuine.
襂
think you誰l find it quite pleasant, Doc assured her as they left Hill
Valley誷 main district behind and headed west.
They
chatted some as Doc rattled on about Hill Valley and its people. Neither were
forthcoming when it came to inquiries of their past, Doc for temporal reasons,
and the scientist didn誸 think it appropriate to try to elicit knowledge of
Clara誷 history when he was so reluctant to divulge his. So they rode in
content silence, with Doc breaking in every now and again to offer some new bit
of information on Hill Valley, or Clara piping up to ask a new question, and
within a half hour they had reached the schoolhouse and the lodge next door
which Clara was to make her new home.
As
they came to a stop in front of the picket fence surrounding the home, Doc
climbed off of his horse, went to Clara誷 side, and extended his hand to her:
褹llow me, he grinned coyly.
襇erci,
Clara smiled as she took Emmett誷 hand and slipped off of Galileo誷 back.
Doc
then unfixed Clara誷 bags from the back of Archimedes saddle and began to
collect the luggage to carry over to the house.
襆et
me help you with those, Clara said, going to Emmett誷 side.
褼on誸
trouble yourself, Doc said as he struggled to pick up the luggage in his arms.
襂誨 be happy to get these for you.
襂誺e
had enough chivalry to last me a lifetime, Emmett, Clara objected, taking a
bag and her telescope case from Doc誷 arms. 襓ou don誸 have to treat me like a
glass trinket. I誱 a very capable person.
Doc
watched as she walked away from him and, flipping open the fence door, went to
the front door of the home. Doc hastened after her as she set open the door and
peered into the fully furnished house. She went inside and Doc followed after
her.
襓ou
can set those down there, Emmett, she told him, pointing to a space in front
of the fireplace.
Doc
obeyed her and then watched as she began to examine her new home.
褻lara,
Doc spoke after a moment. She turned to look at him. 襂 hope I didn誸 offend
you - I didn誸 mean to insinuate that you weren誸 as capable as I or anyone
else. I was just being -
褿entlemanly,
Clara finished for him. 襂 realize that, Emmett. But all my life I誺e been
placed in a lower tier and thought of as inferior because of my gender. That誷
one stigma I wanted to leave behind in the east. Out here I have the chance for
a new beginning. I want to be as important to this town as you or anyone else
in it. And treated with the same dignity. Do you understand?
襂 do
indeed, Doc nodded after a moment. 襂 didn誸 mean any disrespect, Clara. I
just didn誸 want you to think of me as being discourteous.
Clara
smiled warmly at him. 襑ell, thank you, Emmett. I shouldn誸 have been so
judgmental. It誷 just, most men --
襂誱
not like most men, Clara, Doc interrupted her. 襉nce you誺e known me long
enough, I誱 sure you誰l see that.
襂
hope to have that opportunity, Clara replied roguishly.
Doc
couldn誸 help but smirk at the reply. 襑ell, I誨 better get going now. Mayor
Dawson will be along later today to bring you the horse you paid for and
officially welcome you to Hill Valley.
The
schoolteacher nodded with understanding and with that, Doc turned and left
Clara誷 new home. As he went to open the fence door, Clara suddenly called from
the lodge誷 doorway: 褽mmett, you are going to the festival tomorrow night,
aren誸 you?
Doc
spun around to look at Clara and answered: 襉f course! I wouldn誸 miss it for
the world.
Clara
paused to consider her next question and, rubbing her lips together, asked:
襑ill you be ... accompanying anyone?
Doc
quickly shook his head. 襈o, no one. I誰l be alone.
Clara
smiled warmly upon hearing this and said: 襎hen I suppose I誰l see you tomorrow
night at the festival.
襂誰l
be there, Doc assured her. Then, after unfixing his eyes from Clara誷, he left
the lodge and returned to Archimedes and Galileo.
As
he patted the steed誷 mane, he looked up through the corner of his eyes to the
doorway where Clara stood watching him. Then, after a moment, she turned around
and went inside, closing the door behind her.
襆et誷
go, fellahs, Doc said as he tied Galileo誷 reins to Archimedes saddle. 襂誺e
got a lot of work to do before the party tomorrow night.
As
Doc climbed aboard Archimedes, Galileo whinnied lightly.
襂
know it, Galileo, Doc said as he tapped Archimedes reigns and sent the steed
forward. 襍he sure is something. Intelligent, charming, self-sufficient,
beautiful - it誷 a rare breed, huh?
Galileo
neighed roughly and swayed his tail back and forth.
褹nd
she seemed to like me too, don誸 you think? Doc asked as the schoolhouse and
lodge faded into the distance. 襂 don誸 blame her for having misgivings about
me. After all, this is the 19th century ...
Doc
suddenly stopped his horse when he heard himself speak those words aloud. Great
Scott! What was he thinking? He couldn誸 even consider beginning a relationship
with Clara, no matter how he felt. Friendships were one thing, but a romance
was something else altogether! Any relationship he embarked upon could cause a
serious alteration to the future, leaving the time continuum ripe for paradox.
Still, he couldn誸 just ignore his heart, could he?
It
couldn誸 be possible, anyhow, to fall in love at first sight, Doc told himself.
Why, it was just his hormones, that was all. Nothing more. He would have felt
that way about any pretty, single girl he had met who hadn誸 turn him away. No,
there was certainly no way it could be love, not after having just known her
for less than an hour! Such a notion was ridiculous to the point of absurdity!
By
tomorrow Emmett was certain that Clara Clayton would be the furthest thing from
his mind. Even if she did seem to be the perfect woman, it wasn誸 as if there
weren誸 others like her out there (not that Doc could start a relationship with
any one of them, anyhow). And Doc was sure there were quite a few many flaws
that he hadn誸 notice when they first met. No, he had to get the notion of love
out of his mind immediately! His opportunities for love had passed some years
ago, somewhere between the devising of mind-reading devices and flux
capacitors, and it was too late to excavate them.
Tomorrow
night at the party he would just have to let Clara know that he didn誸 have any
time for love. There was no reason to lead her on. Besides, he wouldn誸 want to
interrupt some future relationship she was meant to have and erase some future
lineage from history.
No,
he would have to live it out alone. So was the destiny of a man who was living
in the past. For all the happiness it brought him, it meant that he would have
to stand still, frozen in time, while everyone else moved forward. That was his fate. And, as he led
Archimedes forward back toward Hill Valley, Doc made it a point to never forget
it.
* * *
After
dropping in at the Palace Saloon to inform Chester of the marshal誷 expected
arrival that afternoon, Doc went straight home. Already he had lost more than
an hour of work and he hoped to get something of substantiality completed
before lunchtime. He went to work in the iron room, forging a couple of hasps
and staples for Sam Johnson. As he sat at his anvil, hammering iteratively at
the metal, Doc couldn誸 seem to keep his mind from ruminating over Clara
Clayton. He would try to muse over something else, like his current quandary
involving Buford Tannen, but his thoughts continued to shift to Hill Valley誷
newest citizen.
She
was unlike any woman Doc had ever met before. In his younger days most of the
girls who courted him were indolent, self-absorbed temptresses interested more
in his family誷 fortune than in himself. He had always been a sentiment when it
came to matters of the heart, but years of unlove (coupled with the senseless
passing of his parents at the tender age of twelve) led him to take a more
reasonable outlook of life in the study of science. Having felt somewhat jaded
by the lack of true love given to him after his parent誷 death, matters of the
heart seemed less important to him, and matters of the mind garnered full
attention of his life誷 passion.
It
wasn誸 until he met fourteen-year-old Marty McFly that he felt that love that
so long ago had been lost to him. While he greatly cherished the teenager誷
friendship and hoped to make certain that Marty was looked after and cared for
the way he had wished he was growing up, Doc knew that his devotion to science
could not waver, and continued toiling to complete his greatest invention. As
time wore on and Marty grew up, Doc realized that, though their friendship was
as strong as ever, the need for his presence in Marty誷 life had dwindled since
he had met his future wife and had begun to carve out his own destiny. The
scientist had taught the kid all he needed to know and the time had come for
him to face life誷 challenges on his own. And it was time for Doc to move on as
well. He wanted Marty to have the life that he could never have and didn誸 want
to be a hindrance to that. He had never planned to return from the future, but
to retire there, tinkering with the new technology as the years passed him by
until the evil of life had abandoned him. If it hadn誸 been for the upheaval of
Marty誷 future family, Doc never would have returned.
Amazing
how one誷 destiny could change its course so abruptly - another of life誷
ripple effects. Having already determined to leave his present life behind, it
had made the decision to stay in 1885 all the more easier, knowing that, should
he return to 1985, or even to 2015 (though he didn誸 care as much for the
tumult of the future as he had thought he would), he would never feel as
comfortable as he did in the Old West. He felt calm and at peace and, most
important of all, wanted. It was the perfect place to live out the rest of his
life.
Except
now, while pounding iron with his smithing hammer, he was not thinking of the
recent threat to his life, but of a woman he had just met and had only known
for a half hour誷 time. It was just a phase, he was sure. He went through them
every now and again when he became lonely and didn誸 have anyone to confide in.
It would pass, as it always did. Still, even as the cuckoo clock sounded
signaling noon and Doc set aside his hammer and tongs and left his smithery to
have lunch at the Saloon, the smiling face of Clara Clayton hung in his mind and
seemed to grow ever more distinct with each passing second.
* * *
襑hat誰l it be, Emmett? Chester asked
as Doc approached the bar.
襂
don誸 plan on staying long, Chester. Just a bowl of potato soup, the scientist
answered as he lowered his head into his crossed arms.
襓ou誶e
workin too hard, Emmett, Chester said as he poured the scientist a glass of
Moxie.
襆ost
an hour of work today, Doc glanced up at the bartender. 襀ave to put in some
more time if I誱 gonna get back on schedule.
襆ike
I said, ya work too hard, Chester reiterated. 襂誱 doubt anyone誰l get in a
twitter over it if their spicks or linchpins come a day late. 許ides, all the
folks know you誶e a man of the first water. They know you wouldn誸 pull nothin
on 詄m.
褹nd
I誨 like to keep it that way, Doc added as he took a sip from his glass.
Chester
affably shook his head. Nope, there was no changing Emmett. He was as veritable
as they came. After giving Joey Doc誷 order, the bartender turned back to the
disheveled blacksmith and asked: 襍o Emmett, what誨 ya think of the new school
teacher Hubert brought in from the Old States? Heard she誷 a real odd
stick - guess that誷 why she誷 a rangin spinster, eh?
Doc
scrunched his face at Chester. 褹ctually, she seemed like a perfect
gentlewoman, he replied huffily. 襂n fact, I誨 assume she had her share of
beaus, but none worthy of her affections.
Chester
furrowed his brow curiously. Then a wide smile spread across his face. 襑hy,
Emmett! It seems to me that you誺e taken a likin to this petticoat.
Placing
his hands on his hips, Doc viewed the bartender quizzically. 褻ome now,
Chester.
襂
can see it in yer eyes, Emmett! Chester declared. 襓es sir, yer undoubtedly
sweet on 詄r. So, how誨 ya make out?
褻hester,
please, Doc returned. 襑hy, I誱 practically twice her age! Besides, I誱 too
old to be dealing with such poppycock.
襓er
never too old for poppycock, Emmett, the bartender answered with a wink. 襑hat
happened? Did she give ya the mitten?
Doc
glanced curiously at Chester, but quickly shook off his 19th century
vernacular. 褺elieve me, Chester, there誷 nothing between me and Clara. I won誸
let there be, he added to himself.
襂 know
ya better 詀n that, Emmett, said Chester. 褺ut if ya want to keep it
clandestine I won誸 make a fuss over it.
襎here誷
nothing to keep secret, Emmett returned with a huff. 襈ow let誷 leave it at
that.
襍ure,
Emmett, sure, the bartender nodded, filling up Doc誷 shot glass again.
As
Doc lowered his head to take a drink, he suddenly heard a loud bang! as the saloon誷 swinging
doors were thrown open and a voice called to him: 襂 had a feeling I誨 find you
here!
Doc
turned around against the bar and watched as the figure slowly approached the
front of the saloon and stepped in front of him.
Doc
raised his head to stare solemnly into the man誷 eyes. Then a smiled crept onto
his face. 襇arshal Strickland!
褽mmett,
Marshal Lawrence Strickland said and thrust out his hand for Doc to shake.
Doc
accepted the handshake as Marshal Strickland continued: 褿lad to see you誶e as
well as ever. You all right?
褺etter
than ever, Marshal, Doc beamed. 褹nd I can tell you, I誱 glad to have you
back.
襑e
all are, Chester piped in as he poured Marshal Strickland a shot of his usual
whiskey. 襎hat ol mudsill Mad Dog誷 been kickin up a row since you been gone,
Marshal. An I誨 be willin to copper a bet that it ain誸 no coincidence that
he shows up jus a few days after you left town.
Marshal
Strickland snorted in reply. 襂 wouldn誸 put it past the ol rip. Don誸 worry,
Emmett, Strickland said, turning to the scientist. 襂誰l make certain that
Tannen pulls in his horns. There won誸 be any lawlessness while I誱 around. You
just go about business as usual. I誰l see to it that the law誷 upheld.
襂t誷
good to have you back, Marshal, Doc said sincerely.
Marshal
Strickland nodded once and, after downing his shot and tossing a quarter onto
the bar table, turned around and left the bar.
襍ure
am glad to see Marshal Strickland back in town. 訠out time we got some normalcy
back 詒ound here, eh, Emmett? Chester asked as he watched Marshal Strickland
exit.
Doc
turned back to the bar and, lifting up his drink, stared into his shot glass at
the green liquid that swirled around inside and didn誸 respond.
* * *
Saturday
September 5, 1885
12:47 PM
The
town of Hill Valley was in a regular tizzy by lunchtime, led foremost by Mayor
Dawson himself. The town誷 commemorative festival was still eight hours away,
but Hubert wanted everything to be perfect. Emmett stayed put in his blacksmith
shop the whole morning. He didn誸 want to get involved with the commotion the
mayor was stirring trying to get the party arranged and he still had a few more
tasks he wanted to complete before lunch.
Having
seen Marshal Strickland the day before, Doc had instantly felt less anxious
about the vow Mad Dog had issued on Thursday - which only cleared the path for
his consciousness to focus on Clara Clayton moreso. Indeed, his daydreams had
transferred to his night dreams and, try as he may, he could not get the
schoolteacher extracted from his brain.
That would take care of itself though, the scientist told himself as he finished his latest smithing task and left the iron room to prepare his lunch, when he made it clear to Miss Clayton that he could not have any sort of a romantic relationship with her. Besides, what would a beautiful, interesting, intelligent woman like that want anything to do with him, anyway? He wasn誸 exactly an adonis, after all. She probably hadn誸 even given a second thought to him after they had parted ways. But it was best not to leave anything unresolved, and Doc wanted to make it crystal clear to his subconscious that Clara Clayton was a complete nonentity in his life.
After
making himself a hamburger placed between two bread slices (a delicacy not yet
known to the current era) and finishing his lunch, Doc decided to get some
fresh air and see how the preparation for the festival was coming along.
He
stepped outside of his smithery and surveyed the progress so far. Things looked
to be coming along just fine. The dance floor was just about all set up and the
musicians Hubert had hired were currently practicing some songs from the
bandstand. A few men were currently working to set up some food and refreshment
stands, while others were busy decorating the outdoor stage and the frame of
the clock tower with chinese lanterns. Carnival booths were also set up around
the town square and the various participants were busy preparing the activities
for the partygoers. Mayor Dawson was some yards away, getting the courthouse誷
new clockwork set up on a platform so that he would be able to release the
pendulum and set the gears to the clock in motion at the appropriate time to
kick off the celebration.
Doc
slowly strolled past the festival arrangement and paused just before the clock
and watched as the mayor was being coached by a workman on how to start the
timepiece. After a few moments, Hubert happened to notice Emmett. He looked out
to him and, raising his hands from his hips, called:
襑ell,
Emmett, don誸 keep me in suspense! What d誽a think?
Doc
half-smiled. 襂 think it誰l be a celebration to be remembered for all time,
Hubert!
Hubert
nodded once, hard, at the comment and a smug expression took over his face.
褼amn right!
With
that, Doc turned away and continued down the side of Hill Valley誷 main drag, looking
up to the sky every now and then and taking in the fresh air. It was something
he never tired of and was a common activity of his when he felt he needed a
break from his drudgery. He paused just outside the Stetson hat store when he
saw a familiar figure emerge from the dress maker. After thanking someone
inside, Doc watched as Clara Clayton left the shop with a long box in arm and
began walking toward the horse Mayor Dawson had supplied to her, tied to a
hitching post a few paces away. It was at this time that she noticed Doc
standing off to the side of the street and, smiling upon seeing him, she
approached the scientist.
Doc誷
expression remained flat as he watched Clara step up to him as he considered
just what he was going to say. He hadn誸 expected to see Clara until that night
and hadn誸 gotten all his thoughts together on how he was going to let her
down.
褽mmett,
I didn誸 expect to see you until tonight, Clara said pleasantly.
襂
was just taking a stroll, Doc replied. 襂t helps me gather my thoughts. What
brings you into town, Miss Clayton?
褻lara,
she corrected him. 襂 just thought I誨 get a feel for everything, make
acquaintance with some of the folks. I met someone you know ... Mr. McFly. He
seemed like I nice fellow ... and I wanted to buy a new dress for the party,
she added, lifting up the box she held. 襎hey say first impressions are
lasting, she explained quickly. 襂 wouldn誸 want anyone to think down upon me
because I wasn誸 in full fig for such an important occasion.
Doc
nodded with understanding. 褻lara, can I speak with you for a moment?
襉f
course, Emmett. What is it?
襂t誷
about the festival tonight, Doc began.
襉h?
You are still planning on attending, aren誸 you? she asked anxiously.
襏hh,
well, yes, Doc replied.
Clara
smiled and nodded with relieved satisfaction. 襑hat is it you wanted to tell
me?
Doc
took in a deep breath and prepared to lunge ahead. 襑ell, Clara, I ... I have
to say ... I hope you ...
襓es,
Emmett?
襂
hope you ... save a dance for me, Doc finally said.
Clara
smiled chipperly. 褹s many as you want. I誰l see you tonight, Emmett.
Doc
nodded in reply and watched as Clara left him and returned to the dress shop to
untie her horse, climb aboard, and ride off, giving a short wave to Emmett as
she disappeared from Hill Valley.
Doc
shook his head with frustration. His mind kept telling him that he had to break
it off, stop anything from developing before it was too late! But his heart
wouldn誸 let him. He just couldn誸 tell Clara he didn誸 want anything to do
with her when he knew in his heart誷 heart that it wasn誸 the truth. But then,
what was he going to do? He couldn誸 pursue their relationship. It was
unethical as a scientist and dangerous for the entire space-time continuum!
Something would have to be done, and it would have to happen soon, for the sake
of existence itself.
Doc
stared out to the frozen clock a few yards away. Tonight was supposed to be a
new beginning for him, a new start. The start of what, though, Doc was no
longer certain. Whatever it was, he had to figure it out. Whichever prevailed,
brain or heart, by God he had to do something!
And
tonight was the night for it.
* * *
Buford
Tannen sat at the edge of Solewood Pond, slowly sharpening his knife against a
grit-stone, and stared into the dark water, watching the reflection of the
setting sun upon the rippling lake. As he sat there, his head lowered in
careful thought, one of his men came up behind him and asked: 襍o, what we
doin tonight, boss?
襑e誶e
goin to a party, Buford answered without looking up. 襎here誷 a big
celebration in that jerkwater town, Hill Valley.
襀ot
damn! A fandango! Wait 詔il I let the fellahs! the man cheered.
襑e
ain誸 goin there for no pleasure, Buford snarled. 襑e got us business to take
care of.
褺usiness?
But everyone誰l be there, Buford. If we so much as swindle a game of Faro
they誰l send us right outta town, his cohort replied. 襓ou remember the las time
we made trouble in Hill Valley.
襂
remember, Buford grumbled through gritted teeth. 褼on誸 worry about the law.
There誰l be too much commotion to keep an eye out for everyone, anyway. An
last I heard Strickland誷 train still ain誸 come in yet. 許ides, there誷 only
one matter that we need to take care of before we high-tail it out of Hill
Valley for good.
襓ou
still itchin to beef the blacksmith? his man asked.
襀e
was as good as dead the firs time he crossed me, Buford said with a sneer as
he held his sharpened knife up and gazed at his reflection in the steel. 襀e
jus got a couple mo months of livin than he ought. That chiseler誰l be a
goner before nightfall. Mark that.
襂誰l
tell the boys, his cohort said and then left Buford誷 side to inform the other
men of the night誷 agenda.
Buford
returned his eyes to the pond once more and watched the reflection of the sun
dip beyond the horizon. Yep, that blacksmith was bound to meet his maker sooner
or later - no one put down Buford Tannen and lived! That was a lesson the
blacksmith was going to learn once and for all.
And
tonight was the night for it.
* * *
Doc closed up his shop for the night and went to the Palace Saloon to wet his whistle before the big festival began.
As
Chester poured him his shot of Moxie, he said to him: 襍o, Emmett, I hear that
you誰l be escorting Miss Clayton at the dance tonight.
褹nd
where did you hear that from? Doc inquired with agitation.
Chester
huffed a chuckle. 襓ou do work too hard, Emmett. You誨 have to be locked up in
that blacksmith shop all day to not hear the rumors that誶e goin round.
襑hat
rumors? Doc demanded.
襎here
ain誸 no slander to worry about, Emmett, Chester assured him. 襃us hearsay
that you an Miss Clayton hit it off and are sweet on each other, that誷 all.
褹nd
what exactly did this hearsay derive from? Doc asked.
襑ell,
some of the townspeople saw you an Miss Clayton talkin outside the dress shop
earlier today, Chester explained. 褹n Mrs. Dawson happened to be there when
Miss Clayton came by to pick up her dress, an they got to talkin 捎
襉h,
Mrs. Dawson, Doc said with understanding. The mayor誷 wife was the town誷
official rumormonger.
襈ow,
Emmett, there誷 nothin to be ashamed about, Chester told him. 褽veryone
thinks it誷 about time you found a nice lady to settle down with, an Mayor
Dawson knows about the troubles Miss Clayton誷 had in the past an thinks you誨
make a fine beau. From what Mrs. Dawson said, she誷 mighty sweet on you. An
from the way you was actin yesterday, I誨 bet you feel the same way.
褻lara
is a wonderful woman, Doc sighed longingly to himself. 褹ny man would be lucky
to be with her. But it誷 just not meant to be.
褹n
why誷 that? Chester asked.
襂t誷
just We誶e from two different worlds, Doc attempted to explain without being
too expository. 褼estiny誷 already determined that we shouldn誸 be together.
襍eems
to me, said Chester thoughtfully, 襱he fact that you and her chanced to meet
each other in such a fortuitous way that destiny determined just the opposite,
don誸 ya think?
Doc
finished off his drink of Moxie, gave Chester his pay, and left the bar. No,
that誷 something he誨 rather not think about.
* * *
He
stepped out of the Palace Saloon and began toward the town square. The festival
would officially begin in ten minutes and Doc wanted to be there to witness the
activation of the clock. As he made his way over to the location of the clock
where a crowd was gathering around, he was stopped when a hand fell onto his
shoulder. Doc spun around to face the figure.
襇arshal!
Doc exclaimed. 襓ou startled me.
襍orry,
Emmett, Marshal Strickland apologized. 襃us wanted to let you know that you
don誸 have to worry 詁out any trouble tonight like we had on the Fourth of
July. There ain誸 gonna be any firearms allowed tonight, and I誰l be at the
town誷 entrance to make certain of it. I won誸 make the same mistake twice.
Tonight誷 a night for friends and family, and I won誸 have there be any
difficulties.
As
if to prove it, he pulled in the small figure that stood next to him and gave
him a gentle squeeze.
襀ow
you doing, kid? Doc asked the marshal誷 son.
襌ight
fine, Mr. Brown, his son answered politely. 襂t誷 the firs time my pa ever
let me go patrolin with 詉m. I誱誥 be a sheriff just like my pa when I get
older.
襂誱
sure you誰l make a fine sheriff, Doc said with a laugh, then turned back to
Marshal Strickland. 襎hanks for the assurance, Marshal.
Marshal
Strickland nodded once, then led his boy back to their horses. After helping
his son climb aboard his horse, Strickland climbed onto his own steed and led
his son back toward the main entrance of Hill Valley. Doc watched them fade
into the distance, then hurried over to the clock.
After
a few minutes, Mayor Dawson climbed onto the clock stage and was greeted with a
round of applause. After waiting a few moments for the noise to die down, he
went into his opening speech:
襆adies
and gentlemen! As mayor of Hill Valley, it gives me great pleasure to dedicate
this clock to the people of Hill County! May it stand for all time!
With
that there was a great cheer from the crowd.
襎ell
me when, gentlemen, Hubert said to some men who were keeping track of the
time. The clock誷 hands were stuck on eight o clock and Hubert was to activate
it at that exact time.
襎hree,
the men called out.
襎wo,
the crowd joined in. 襉ne! Now!
Mayor
Dawson released the pendulum and the gears instantly starting moving. A small
band standing before the clock instantly began playing 襎he Battle Cry of
Freedom, while the audience applauded with approval.
襆et
the festivities begin! Hubert cried, and with that a set of golden fireworks
lit the sky.
Doc
shook his head in fascinated disbelief. Never would he have thought that things
would end up like this. Here he was, thirty years after having stopped the
clock in order to send his friend back to the future, watching it be turned on
for the first time.
As
he stood watching the gears spin, Doc saw the flash of a box camera from the
corner of his eye. Tonight was a momentous occasion, for him especially, and
the scientist thought it fitting that he have a souvenir of the event. He
approached the portrait photographer and spoke with him. After settling on a
price and giving the man his pay, Doc stepped in front of the clock and waited
as the man set up the view camera, pausing to stick his head under the curtain
and position the camera, and then smiled awkwardly as the photographer set off
the flash powder lamp and snapped the photograph.
Doc
gave the man the address he could have the picture sent to once it was
developed and then made his way to the front of the dance floor. He stood there
for a while, watching the band play a bouncy number. After a while he turned
away from the troupe and looked out to Hill Valley誷 main street. From the
shadows the scientist saw Clara Clayton, wearing a low-cut (low-cut for the
nineteenth century anyway) white dress decorated with little purple flowers
designs and a broach with a purple flower and her name attached to it pinned to
her shoulder, emerge and come toward the dance floor. She wore her hair down
with a coronal of flowers wrapped around a small bun on the back of her head.
Doc couldn誸 help but notice how beautiful she was. But he had to forget all
about that. He had made up his mind. He was to once and for all put an end to
their relationship before it progressed any further. Noticing Emmett, Clara
smiled and approached the steps of the dance floor.
褿ood
evening, Doc said with a small bow.
褽vening,
Clara replied.
Doc
took in a deep breath. It was time. 褻lara, can I talk to you?
襉f
course, Emmett, the schoolteacher responded.
Doc glanced
around. Then, taking Clara誷 hand, he led her down the steps. 襎his way.
褽mmett,
what is it? Clara asked as he brought her around to the left side of the dance
floor, past a food stand and just a few paces away from the bandstand. Doc
stood just before the steps on that side of the floor and, placing his hands on
her shoulders, moved Clara so she stood just before him.
He
struggled for a long moment to speak.
褽mmett,
what誷 wrong? Clara asked again as she studied his fretful expression. 襑hy
are you acting so strangely?
襎here誷
something I need to tell you, Doc finally said. 褹nd it誷 not going to be
easy.
Clara
didn誸 respond, simply watching the scientist誷 face intently.
Doc
proceeded. 褻lara, I can誸 see you anymore.
Clara
blinked with surprise. Slowly she shook her head. 襂-I don誸 understand ... I
thought ...
襂誱
sorry, Clara, Doc interrupted., 襜ut I can誸 have a relationship with you.
襂
... I thought you cared about me, Emmett, Clara said after a long moment of
silence.
襂
can誸, Doc stressed.
褻an誸
what? Clara demanded.
襂
just can誸. I誱 sorry.
Clara
swallowed hard. 襑as it just an act, Emmett? Were you just ... pretending to
care about me so you didn誸 hurt my feelings?
Doc
lowered his head and didn誸 speak. Why did she have to make this so difficult?
褽mmett,
Clara said, moving closer to him. 襂f you don誸 care about me, then just say
so. That誷 all I need to hear, and I誰l leave you for all time.
Doc looked
up at her. All he needed to say was that he didn誸 care about her. Doc opened
his mouth, but found that he could not say the words. But he had to! He tried
again, but still they caught in his throat. He just couldn誸 lie to her.
褽mmett,
I want to tell you something, Clara then said.
Doc
looked intently at her, but didn誸 speak.
襎his
may seem rather silly, Emmett, but I thought since you had mentioned how you
were somewhat of a daydreamer that you may ... understand.
Again,
Doc didn誸 reply, his expression blank.
襂t誷
... I have this dream, Emmett, Clara said solemnly. 褹lmost every night I have
it. I dream that I誱 boarding a train, and when I get on I誱 greeted by a
loving husband and our beautiful children, and we誶e all so gay and merry to be
going on a wonderful trip together. Then the train begins to quake and we all
huddle together and hold each other close, it誷 so terrifying. Then, suddenly,
the locomotive is shot into the sky, like the grand explosion of a volcano, and
fires into the heavens where we are all to live together on the moon alone in
peaceful solitude for all time. Only, I always wake up before we reach our
destination, and I誱 left to wonder if we誰l ever make it, and sometimes I
think that I誰l never know the answer.
Emmett
stared at her for a long while, too astounded to speak.
襂
know it誷 ridiculous, Clara finally said with a sigh. 褹nyone I誺e ever told
about it has always looked at me the way you誶e looking at me right now, as if
I誱 a silly scatterbrain. I just hoped maybe you誨 understand, she added,
crestfallen.
Doc
stared at Clara, still unspeaking, trying to collect all his thoughts as he
heard the band behind them start playing the song 褻lementime.
襂誱
sorry to have bothered you, Mr. Brown. I promise to never speak to you again,
Clara said with a depressed laugh and spun around to leave.
褻lara,
wait, Doc called to her. She obeyed, but didn誸 turn around. Doc took a step
forward and then paused, considering his next words. Why hadn誸 he just let her
go? He just couldn誸. Not when ... 襂 don誸 think it誷 silly at all, he
finally spoke.
Clara
turned around and quickly studied Doc誷 face to try to detect if he was mocking
her. 襓ou don誸 have to worry about hurting my feelings, she said. 褺y now I誱
certainly immune to that.
褺ut
I understand, Doc replied. 襂 understand wanting to ... leave this world,
abandon it, leave it all behind - To wanting a true love, a family. That誷
exactly why I stayed here in Hill Valley! It誷 the same reason I was determined
to live at the center of the earth after my parents died - to escape the pain
and the loneliness and to find a place where I was accepted and loved for the
person I am. Believe me, Clara, I understand better than you realize.
Clara
stared deep into Emmett誷 eyes and slightly shook her head. 褽mmett, no one誷
ever truly understood me before. It誷 as if my whole life, I誺e always been
alone, an outcast. Every man I誺e ever met always turned me away because of who
I am, because they couldn誸 accept me for what I am.
襂
know the feeling, Doc said. 褻lara, I誨 never judge you like that, because I
always hated being judged. When I look at you, at who you are, and look into
your soul and see your true person, I can誸 help see anything but beauty. And I
don誸 see how anyone could see any differently.
Suddenly,
Clara let out a sob and wrapped her arms around Doc誷 waist and laid her head
on his shoulder. Doc remained stiff for a moment, then slowly embraced her in
return. After a long while, Clara looked up to him, her cheeks wet and her eyes
teary, and asked: 褽mmett, do you believe in destiny?
Doc
stared blankly at her. 襂誱 not sure.
襑hat
I mean is ... Do you think it was just an accident that you and I both ended up
in Hill Valley? she elaborated. 襎he only two people in the world who
understand each other? Is it possible that it誷 all just some grand
serendipity?
Doc
simply stared at her in response, turning over thoughts of ripple effects and
paradoxes in his mind, and trying to conclude if those endings came about by
chance, or if they were forged by some unknown force, like a blacksmith at his
ringing anvil, with a set design in mind.
Sometimes
there were questions that not even science had the answers to.
襂
don誸 know about destiny, Doc slowly replied. 襂 can誸 tell you about God or
about the hereafter or what our soul is. All I know is what誷 in my heart.
褹nd
what is that, Emmett Brown? Clara asked gently.
Gazing
down at her enchanting face, he answered simply and honestly: 襓ou.
Suddenly,
before Doc knew what was happening, they were kissing. For that brief moment it
was as if there was no pain in the world and there was nothing but him and
Clara, together, and the universe and time existed solely for them alone. He
wrapped his arms around her and never wanted to let go. If it were possible he
would have held that woman in his arms for all time.
As
their lips finally parted and they stared into each other誷 eyes, neither one
knowing what to say and at the same time not feeling the need to say anything,
Doc suddenly felt a jab in the small of his back. Then came a gruff voice,
whispering in his ear: 襂 told ya to watch yer back, smithy!
At
that moment, the ethereal world Doc had found himself transported to instantly
shattered and reality cruelly re-enveloped him.
This
couldn誸 be happening. His feud with Mad Dog Tannen was supposed to be a thing
of the past. He was supposed to be safe, protected, free from harm. Buford
Tannen was supposed to be removed from his life for all time.
褽xcuse
me, Doc heard Clara say from what seemed like miles away. 襂 don誸 know who
you think you are, but we were speaking, if you don誸 mind.
褿et
詄r, Tannen commanded with a flick of his head.
His three
men obeyed and instantly advanced upon Clara, wrapping her arms behind her back
and one of the men covering her mouth with his hand.
襆eave
her out of this, Doc commanded.
襑alk,
blacksmith! Tannen ordered. 襎oward those elms over there.
Doc
resisted, fuming as he saw Clara struggling to break free of the men誷 grip,
her cries muffled through the hand covering her mouth.
襈ow!
Buford barked. 襉r yer old lady誰l get the bullet meant for you.
Doc
glanced sidelong at Clara, and then obeyed, marching forward, Tannen following
just behind, the barrel of his gun still thrust into the scientist誷 back. His
men followed them, forcing Clara along as she desperately wiggled to get free.
襂t誷
a derringer, smithy, Buford whispered into the scientist誷 ear as they moved
toward a small group of elm trees a few yards away. 襍mall but effective. The
las time I used it, the fellah took two whole days to die. Bled to death
inside, it was real painful. I guess that means that you誨 be dead by about supper time
Monday.
Tannen
stopped Doc as they came to the skirts of the throng of elms. Not a soul was
present, all the townspeople gathered back at the festival in the town square.
襑hat
do you want? Doc demanded as he watched Mad Dog誷 men bring Clara a few feet
away from them and hold her there.
襓ou
know what I want, Tannen誷 hot breath stung on the back of Doc誷 neck.
襂f
it誷 the eighty dollars ... Doc began.
襂t
ain誸 the money, Tannen spat back. 襓ou made a fool of me, smithy. I ended up
in the hoosegow fer two months 詂ause of you. I誺e killt men fer lookin at me
the wrong way, blacksmith! It was only a matter of time.
Tannen
cocked the pistol.
Doc
swallowed hard, not certain what to do or say. His face was chalk-white and his
every muscle tense. It wasn誸 supposed to end this way. He wasn誸 supposed to
die like this. If this was fate, then the scientist was more certain than ever
that God was an apparition and that life was as meaningless as a question with
an answer unfounded in the laws of science.
襍ee
ya in Hell, blacksmith, he heard Tannen mutter.
He
felt the shot in his back and everything seemed to become distorted and
obscure. He tried to reach behind and touch the bullet-wound as if to prove to
himself what had just happened, but found he was unable to do so and, suddenly
becoming too weak to stand, he collapsed forward like a lumbering tree onto the
ground where he laid, unmoving.
Tannen
glanced behind him and saw that no one on the dance floor had heard the shot, it
having been muffled in the blacksmith誷 back. 襆et誷 go! he ordered his men.
襑hat
about her? one of his henchman inquired, motioning with his head toward Clara
who they still had secured.
襆et
詄r go, Tannen said as he walked past the school teacher. He paused before her
and, grinning wickedly, added: 襓ou won誸 tell no one, will ya sweetheart? You
know what誰l happen if ya do.
Being
unable to respond as her mouth was still covered, Clara simply stared back at
him with wide, timid eyes. Tannen gave her a look-over and then, satisfied that
he had put the scare in her, stamped off toward Hill Valley誷 main entrance.
His men released Clara and hustled after him and all four disappeared into the
night.
Clara
stood where she was for a moment, her hands clasped to her chest, and she found
she was unable to speak. Her eyes were filled with tears and she was trembling
all over. She slowly walked toward Emmett and kneeled down next to him and
lowered her head to his.
褽mmett?
she managed to whisper into his ear.
All
that replied was Doc誷 harsh, hurried breathing.
Clara
lifted her head from Doc誷 and attempted to call into the night: 襀elp! but it
came out as a mere squeak. She tried again, forcing her voice to rise and the
words to come out. 襀elp! Help me, please!
A
few yards away, Seamus McFly and his wife, Maggie, carrying their four-month
old son, William, had just approached the food stand outside the dance floor to
purchase a dinner. His wife declined any as they had eaten before that departed
for the party and so Seamus paid the vendor for his meal and lifted his fork to
his mouth to take a bite of the meat. He paused just before he was about to
chomp down and stared off into the distance.
襑hat誷
the matter, Seamus? his wife asked him.
褼o
ya hear that, Maggie? he asked her.
襀ear
what?
Maggie
listened intently and then, through the clamor of light-hearted party chatter
and slow, rumbling music she heard the same noise her husband had. 襑hat is
that?
襂t sounds
like a cry of help, Seamus deduced.
He
dropped his dinner plate on the food stand and hustled toward the sound. Maggie
hesitated, then followed, calling after him: 襍eamus!
He
left the town square and paused to listen for the cry again. He heard it once
more, and Seamus moved toward his right, having a better idea of where the plea
was coming from now. He jogged toward the elm trees a few yards away and there
he found, leaning over an undefined form, Hill Valley誷 new schoolteacher, who
he had just been acquainted with earlier that afternoon.
襑hy,
Miss Clayton! Seamus exclaimed. 襑hatever誷 the matter?
Clara
snapped her eyes to the direction of the voice. Struggling to stand and finding
her legs almost too weak to carry her, she whimpered: 襇r. McFly. Help. I-It誷
Emmett.
褽mmett?
Seamus asked as he helped Clara up. Then he noticed what the object Miss
Clayton had been lying over was. His eyes went wide and he whispered to
himself: 襉h my God in Heaven.
Maggie
appeared then with her child pressed to her bosom, and released a terrified
gasp when she saw Doc誷 still body on the ground.
襀-He誷
been shot, Clara explained through a blubber of tears.
襇aggie,
go find Doctor Merchant, Seamus instructed. 襎ell him it誷 an emergency!
褹ye,
Maggie nodded, then sprinted back toward the festival.
She
scrambled onto the dance floor and, stretching her neck to project her voice
through the crowd, called: 褼octor Merchant! Doctor Merchant!
She
paused with every dancing couple she passed and inquired whether they knew
where Doctor Merchant was. Soon, the dance floor was abuzz with the news of an
襡mergency that required the doctor誷 attention. The dancing stopped and it
wasn誸 long before the hired band ceased its playing. Finally, one man remembered
seeing Doctor Merchant at the saloon, and Maggie hurried through the crowd and
to the bar, leaving the confused party-goers to jabber amongst themselves about
the undisclosed incident.
Maggie
burst through the swinging doors and called into the bar: 褼octor Merchant?
Doctor Merchant, are you in here? It誷 an emergency!
She
gazed around the bar. She had garnered most of the patron誷 attention, causing
the piano music to stop. She called into the crowd: 襀as anyone seen Doctor
Merchant?
襇rs.
McFly, a deep voice came from behind.
Startled,
Maggie spun around and saw that Doctor Merchant, a tall man with a thin, gray
beard and a wise face, was now standing before her.
襑hat誷
the matter? he asked her.
褼octor
Merchant! she exclaimed. 褻ome quickly! It誷 Mr. Brown!
Without
hesitating, he followed Maggie out of the bar and through the crowd in the town
square (with a few pedestrians following them to see what the commotion was),
and to the elm copse where Seamus McFly was currently leaning down next to
Emmett, trying to get him to speak or acknowledge his presence in some way.
襑hat
happened to him? Doctor Merchant asked as he took out his spectacles from his
breast pocket and put them on.
褼octor
Merchant! Seamus said with relief and stood up. 襂t誷 Emmett Brown, Doctor.
He誷 been shot!
襍hot!
the doctor exclaimed. 襑here?
襎he
bullet wound誷 in his back, Doctor, Seamus answered. 襑ill he be okay?
襂
don誸 know, he answered as he kneeled down next to Doc. 褽mmett? Emmett, can
you hear me?
襂t誷
no good, Doctor. He誷 not responding, Seamus informed him. 褺ut he is still
breathing.
襎here誷
no blood, the doctor confirmed as he flipped away the flap of Doc誷 jacket and
untucked his shirt from his pants to get a better view of the wound. 襍eamus,
he looked up to the Irishman. 襂 don誸 have my tools on me, so we誰l have to
take him back to my office. Get yer buckboard. It誷 too reckless to try to
carry him there, e誩n if it is just a stone誷 throw away. Hurry up now!
褹ye,
Seamus obeyed, and hustled to get the buckboard he and Maggie had ridden into
town on.
Clara
stood watching it all happen through tear-stained eyes, finding it impossible
to react in any other way. A crowd had gathered round them and was watching
this whole ordeal with chagrin as they murmured amongst themselves.
褿ive
詉m some room now, everyone! the doctor called, and the crowd parted some.
Chester,
who had followed the crowd to the elm trees when he heard Maggie say Emmett誷 name
in the bar, now made his way to the front of the gathering and saw Emmett lying
on the ground with Doctor Merchant tending to him.
褽mmett
... he whispered to himself as he watched the blacksmith struggling to
breathe.
襎hey
said he was shot, he heard someone say behind him. 襌ight in the back. Damned
shame.
襎annen!
Chester gasped, recalling just then the threat Mad Dog had issued two days
before. There was no doubt in the bartender誷 mind who the culprit was.
Spinning around, Chester rushed back into the crowd, calling as loudly as his
vocal cords would allow him for Marshal Strickland.
It
wasn誸 long before Seamus returned to the site by way of his buckboard, and he
quickly climbed out and went to the doctor.
褹ll
right, folks, give us a hand here! called the doctor, and so a few men from
the crowd gathered around Emmett.
襆ift
詉m up an rest 詉m in the buckboard, instructed the doctor.
The
men kneeled down and raised Emmett off of the ground.
褽asy
now, easy! cried Doctor Merchant. 褼on誸 move 詉m too much now! Nice an
slow!
The
men obeyed and carefully carried Emmett to the buckboard and rested him inside.
Chester
appeared from the crowd once more, this time with Marshal Strickland in tow. He
pointed at the buckboard, and Strickland hurried over to the carriage.
襑hat誷
goin on here? demanded the marshal.
襇r.
Brown誷 been shot, answered the doctor quickly. 襑e誺e gotta get 詉m back to
my office.
褼id
anyone see it? demanded Marshal Strickland. 褼id anyone see who shot him?
襇iss
Clayton, said Seamus as he climbed into the front of the buckboard and Doctor
Merchant climbed in the back with Emmett. 襍he was the only one present I
believe, Marshal.
With
that, Seamus took up the reins to the horses and tapped them lightly, crying:
褿addup! and the buggy went forward slowly over the uneven ground toward
Doctor Merchant誷 office a few yards down the road.
The
crowd was silent for a long while and it wasn誸 until Deputy Smith arrived and
ushered everyone back to the party that anyone dared move or speak.
Clara
had been watching everything silently and felt it was all a dream. It felt all
too surreal, and for the longest time she could not convince herself that
everything that had just happened in those few moments was real. Bending down,
she picked up Emmett誷 hat, which had fallen to the ground, and wrung the brim
in her hands. Then, as if a lantern was lit in her mind, reality struck like
the sound of a tolling bell, each ring louder and more manifest than the last.
褽mmett,
she said breathlessly to herself, and at once moved forward toward the doctor誷
office.
襇iss
Clayton, Marshal Strickland stepped in front of the schoolteacher and grabbed
her by the shoulders.
襆et
go of me! Clara cried, trying to break free. She had to be with Emmett!
襇iss
Clayton, stop! the marshal commanded, but she continued to resist. 褼id you
see the man who did this, Miss Clayton? Did you see the man who shot him?
Clara
stopped struggling for a moment and nodded once. 襓es, but I誨 never seen him
before, Marshal.
褼id
you hear his name?
襈o,
Clara said.
褼id
he have a scruffy brown beard, a leathery face, sallowed teeth, dark eyes?
asked the marshal.
襓es,
that誷 him, Clara answered at once. 襂誰l never forget that man誷 face.
襎annen,
Marshal Strickland nodded with confirmation, then released his grasp of Clara.
Without
hesitating, Clara dashed away down the road and left Marshal Strickland standing
there, with only the deputy and Mrs. McFly and her son still remaining behind.
Without
a word, Marshal Strickland raised his shotgun, cocked it, and stamped forward.
Deputy
Smith darted ahead of him into his path and, grabbing the collar of his jacket,
cried: 襇arshal, you can誸!
襂t誷
been a long time coming, Deputy, and I aim to see that Buford Tannen is put to
rest before the day ends, replied Marshal Strickland coldly.
襓ou
can誸! repeated the deputy. 襎hat description fits half the men in this town!
褼ammit,
Smith, you know as well as I that only one man coulda done this!
襇aybe
so, he answered, 襜ut if I recall, you were the one who wanted a courthouse,
you were the one who wanted to uphold the law. If you go offin a man before he誷
found guilty it誰l be your badge. We have a court of law, dammit, Lawrence!
Let誷 use it!
Marshal
Strickland considered the deputy誷 words for a long moment. Finally, releasing
a long breath, he consented. 褿ather the men, he instructed. 襂 want Tannen
brought in alive. But if he tries anything - if he so much as looks at anyone
funny, nobody should hesitate to pull the trigger on their gun, understand?
襏nderstood,
Marshal, said Deputy Smith, patting the marshal on the back. 襀ow many men you
want?
褹ll
of 詄m, returned Strickland solemnly.
褹ll
of 詄m? repeated the deputy incredulously.
Strickland
nodded in reply and turned away from his deputy to stare up at the dark night誷
sky. 襑e誺e got a manhunt on our hands.
* * *
Seamus
and Doctor Merchant carried Emmett into the doctor誷 office, Merchant lifting
him up by his shoulders and Seamus carrying his feet. They laid him face-down
on a broad operating table and Doctor Merchant quickly went to fetch his
medical bag. He returned and, resting the bag on a table nearby, snapped it
open and began to dig out some equipment.
襍eamus,
hand me that lantern, will ya? asked the doctor.
The
Irishman obeyed and, after lighting the lantern in question, carried it over to
him. The doctor held it over the bag as he pulled out the instruments he
wanted, then set it up on a hook above the table. The docotor put a stethoscope
around his neck and, picking up a pair of scissors, went to Emmett and began
cutting at his shirt to remove it from his body.
襓ou誨
better go now, Seamus, said the docotor without looking up. 襂誰l let you know
how it turns out.
襑ill
he be all right, Doctor? Seamus asked.
The
doctor ripped away the clothes and grabbed a pair of tweezers from the table.
Turning up the flame of the lantern, Doctor Merchant scrutinized the wound in
Emmett誷 back. 襓ou誨 better go, he repeated.
Lowering
his head, Seamus turned around and left the doctor誷 office. He stepped onto
the dirt road and, sticking his hands in his coat pockets, gazed dolefully up
at the night誷 sky.
襇r.
McFly! Seamus glanced behind him and saw Clara Clayton sprinting toward him,
holding up the skirts of her dress as she ran. She paused in front of him and,
panting breathlessly, said: 襀ow is he?
Seamus
shook his head. 襂誱 not certain, Miss Clayton.
Clara
studied Seamus face for a moment and, not being able to come to a conclusion
of whether there was some inner meaning to his words, spun around and went the
front door of the doctor誷 office.
襓ou誨
better not go in, Seamus called after her. 襂 think the doctor wants to work
on him alone.
襂
have to be with him, Mr. McFly, Clara objected. 襂 need to be there for him.
Without
waiting for a response, Clara opened up the front door to the doctor誷 office
and stepped in. She stood in the threshold of the medical room and watched as
the doctor leaned over Emmett誷 form.
褼octor,
will he be okay? asked Clara tentatively.
Doctor
Merchant glanced up at her. 襂f you don誸 mind, miss, I誨 like some privacy to
deal with my patient.
襂
won誸 leave him, Clara returned obstinately.
The
doctor looked up at Clara and, seeing the devotion in her eyes, said: 襓ou can
wait in the living room. But it will be some time. A wound like this is very
delicate business.
Clara
hesitated, not wanting to leave. Instead, she stood where she was, watching the
doctor restlessly for a few moments with her hands cupped over her bosom.
襇iss,
said the doctor as he continued to examine the wound. 襓ou have to wait in the
living room. I誰l keep you informed on how he誷 doing. There誷 nothing you can
do for him right now.
Finally
she relented with a deep sigh and turned to enter the living room through the
door across from her. She paused before leaving and said: 襊lease, doctor,
please save him. I don誸 know what I誨 do if I lost him now.
襂誰l
do my best, miss, the doctor answered.
With
that, Clara retreated to the living room and Doctor Merchant continued his
examination.
* * *
When
he left the doctor誷 office and entered the living room, Doctor Merchant found
Clara kneeling before his coffee table, elbows resting on the surface, hands
clasped together, resting her forehead against them, eyes closed as she prayed
silently to herself. She heard him enter and immediately looked up at him. She
didn誸 speak, but just stared at him with glassy eyes, afraid of what the
answer would be if she asked the question.
襍it
down, miss, said the doctor as he walked up to her.
Clara
slowly edged herself onto the couch and wrapped her arms around her waist. The
doctor sat down next to her and, taking her hand, said: 襎here誷 nothing I can
do. I誱 very sorry.
Her
stomach churned and wrenched and her chest constrained and she felt as if she
couldn誸 breathe. 襂s he ... she managed in a hoarse whisper.
襈o,
the doctor told her. 褺ut the wound誷 too deep. He誷 bleeding from the inside,
but the bullet誷 stopping it from flowing so fast. If I pull the bullet there
won誸 be anything to stop the bleeding. If I leave it in there, it will just
prolong it.
襂sn誸
there anything you can do? Clara pleaded with him.
The
doctor shook his head. 褹n operation on this type of wound would be murder. I
can try, miss, if you would like, but it won誸 do any good.
襂sn誸
there any hope? she asked helplessly.
襂n
my professional opinion, no, said the doctor. 褺ut if there would be a
miracle, any chance of survival, it would have to be if the blood would stop
flowing. If the bullet struck him in a certain way where the blood may stop
flowing on its own so that the bullet can be removed without causing any
further blood loss, then he may survive. But the odds are one hundred to one.
If he survives the night, there may be a chance. If he lives past Monday, then
I dare say that he may make it. But I wouldn誸 get my hopes up, ma誥m. The odds
are so slim.
Clara
slowly shook her head. 襈o, he must... I know it. If there was anything
I誺e been more certain of in my life, it誷 that we were meant to be together.
It誷 destiny.
襂
hope you誶e right, miss, said the doctor as he stood from the couch. 褹ll we
can do now is wait. You can stay here if you like. You can sleep on the couch.
I誰l bring you a pillow and blanket.
襎hank
you, said Clara. 褻an I ... Can I see him?
The
doctor nodded. 襃ust be careful around him. I誰l be in to check on him from
time to time.
The
doctor disappeared into another room then and Clara slowly stood. Quick, short
breaths escaped her as she walked slowly to the medical room and, opening the
door, peered inside. She went to the operating table and stood over Emmett誷
form, listening to his labored breathing. Suddenly, her legs became weak and
she collapsed onto her knees. Grabbing Emmett誷 limp hand, she squeezed it
tightly and whispered: 襊lease, God, don誸 take him away from me.
She
sat there, at his side, holding his hand in hers all through the night until
she fell asleep some hours later. Even while half-asleep, though, she held fast
to his hand and would not leg it go.
* * *
Sunday
September 6, 1885
4:37 AM
She
awoke early in the morning. Drowsily, she lifted her head and saw that Doctor
Merchant was giving Emmett another examination. She watched him quietly. When
he finished, and saw that Clara was now looking up at him, he shook his head
solemnly at her, then went around the table and helped her to her feet.
襀ow
about some breakfast? he asked her.
襂 don誸 think I could eat a thing, she answered as she held her arms across her chest.
The
doctor nodded in understanding. 襇aybe you should get some fresh air.
Clara
shook her head. 襂 won誸 leave his side.
褹ll
right, the doctor consented. 褺ut keeping yourself bottled up in here won誸
help him any.
襂t
can誸 hurt, returned Clara sharply. And if there was some part of Emmett that
was still conscious, Clara wanted him to know that she was there, waiting for
him, and that she would never abandon him.
She
stayed with him all through the morning, and sat in a chair a few feet away
from the operating table, and found herself praying almost continuously. The
doctor brought her a book to read, a copy of 襃ane Eyre, after 11:00 and
reading it helped keep her mind off of her worries some, though hardly a paragraph
was skimmed before she turned her eyes from the page to see if there was any
change in Emmett誷 condition.
At
noon, the doctor told her that he was going to the Saloon for lunch and asked
her to join him, but Clara once again declined. Though she still said she was
not hungry, the doctor promised to bring her some food back, just in case she
changed her mind.
Fifteen
or so minutes later, as Clara was once again glancing up from her book to check
on Emmett, she heard a soft knock on the door and it peeked open. In poked the
head of Seamus McFly, and he asked: 襇iss Clayton, may I come in?
Clara
nodded and Seamus entered into the room. He glanced at Emmett and saw that his
condition had not improved, so he returned his gaze to Clara and didn誸 have the
fortitude to look back on the ailing blacksmith.
襎he
doctor thought I should tell you, as it might brighten your spirits some, said
Seamus. Clara didn誸 speak, and so the Irishman continued. 襑ell, Chester got
word early this mornin that Marshal Strickland hunted down Buford Tannen last
night. He couldn誸 reel in his party, and they made an escape through Coyote
Pass, but make no mistake, they got Tannen and he誷 been jailed with not bail.
All they need is for you to come down and identify 詉m. You may have to take
the stand at court, if課 you誶e willin.
襂
will be, said Clara said after a period of silence. 襃ust as soon as Emmett誷
better, I誰l do whatever I can to have that man hanged.
Seamus
mouth hung open in confusion for a moment before he finally snapped it shut.
From what the doctor had told him, Emmett Brown was as good as dead. He looked
back at Emmett誷 still form, then back to Clara who was still looking up at
him.
褹ye,
when he誷 better, Miss Clayton. Nobody expects you to leave him until he誷
fully recovered. We all understand how much you care for him, Seamus said
graciously.
Clara
viewed him skeptically, trying to determine if there was any sarcasm or pity in
his voice, but quickly decided that it was better she not know. 襎hank you,
she replied simply.
Seamus
nodded once, then turned and left the room. Clara went on reading, tapping her
finger nervously against the book cover, and all the story was a blur as hope
for her optimism to hold true cluttered up her mind and distracted her to the
very last word.
* * *
It
went on like that for the rest of the day, Clara sitting a few feet from
Emmett, reading from a pile of books Doctor Merchant had brought into her, and
the doctor coming in every hour or so to check on his patient, always the same
diagnosis. Clara didn誸 eat supper, and by midnight the doctor had gone to
sleep. Still she was at Emmett誷 side, trying her best not to fall to sleep,
because she wanted to be there when he awoke, wanted him to know that she never
stopped believing, never stopped caring.
Sometime
after 2:00 that morning, Clara found herself dozing. She awakened with a start
when her ears caught the sound of groaning. Groggily she stood and suddenly
realized that the noise was coming from Emmett. She stumbled over to the table
and, kneeling by his side, listened. He groaned heavily and his eyes shot open,
red and dry.
Clara
gasped and almost fell backward. 褽mmett? she looked down at him. 褻an you hear
me?
襇arty,
she heard him mutter. 褾uture ... time ... lost ...
He
groaned loudly again and then drifted back into unconsciousness.
褽mmett?
Clara spoke. 褽mmett! He didn誸 respond.
She
jolted up and quickly fled out of the room, calling for Doctor Merchant as she
went to his bedroom and banged on the door.
After
a few moments the doctor appeared, a robe about his form, and asked wearily:
襑hat is it, Miss Clayton? Is Emmett ...
襀e
spoke, she returned. 襀e-he was talking ...
He
gazed at her skeptically, then went forward to the medical room, Clara
following behind him. Hovering over Emmett誷 form, the doctor parted the
scientist誷 eyelids and looked into his glassy eye. He moved one of his fingers
back and forth before his eye to see if it would follow, but it remained still.
襀e
spoke! Clara asserted. 襂 heard him! I think he may have been trying to tell
me something, but it didn誸 make any sense ...
The
doctor stood up straight and looked at Clara. 褼on誸 worry, Miss Clayton, this
isn誸 uncommon. He may very well drift in and out of consciousness until ...
Well, in any event, you shouldn誸 be worried. In fact, you should take it as a
sign that he誷 still fighting, that he hasn誸 given up.
褼o
you know anyone named Marty? she asked him. 褽mmett said something about
someone named Marty and the future.
襈ot
to my recollection, answered the doctor. 褺ut tomorrow I誰l talk to Chester
and see if he knows anyone in Hill Valley by that name and if he has any
connection with Mr. Brown, if it pleases you.
襎hank
you, said Clara graciously.
襂f
anything else should happen, said the doctor, 襜e sure to let me know.
襂
will, she assured him, and the doctor left and returned to his bedroom,
closing the door behind him.
Clara
went to her knees and looked fiercely at Emmett誷 face. He was as still as
before, as if he had never woken up. But he was awake! She had heard him. She
couldn誸 have just imagined it, and the doctor said it was common. But was he
humoring her, or was it the truth? For a moment, she felt as if she was losing
her sanity. Had he really woken up, or was it all a dream?
褽mmett,
she whispered, her lips so close to his face that her breath would have tickled
the skin below his nose. 褽mmett, please come back. I need you. I can誸 live ...
She
burst into tears and lowered her head onto the table. Taking his hand, she
squeezed it tightly and remained where she was, curled up on the floor,
weeping, never letting go.
* * *
Monday
September 7, 1885
12:23 PM
襀ow
is he, doctor? Chester asked as Doctor Merchant came up to the bar.
褾ading
in and out of consciousness, replied the doctor gravely. 襂t誷 only a matter
of time now.
褼id
you tell her? asked the bartender.
The
doctor simply shook his head as Chester poured him a shot of whisky.
褼on誸
you think she should know?
褺elieve
me, Chester, replied he, throwing back the drink, 襥f you had seen the look on
that poor woman誷 face, you wouldn誸 have had the heart to tell her either. She
really loves that man.
襂
could tell Emmett felt the same, replied the bartender. 襂誺e known him for a
while, and never did he seem so smitten. The look in his eyes, you could just
see it. Must誺e been love at first sight. Damn that Tannen! he added furiously,
pounding his fist on the bar table. 褽mmett Brown was a fine man. He didn誸
deserve to die. Not like this.
襎hey
never do, said the doctor. 襎ell me, Chester, do you know anyone named Marty?
Anyone in Hill Valley go by that name?
Chester
rolled his eyes to the top of his head and considered it for a moment. 襈ope.
Can誸 say that I do. Why do ya ask?
襇iss
Clayton. She said that Mr. Brown said something about a 訫arty in his
mumblings. She thought maybe it meant something, but most likely it was just
gibberish. I promised her I誨 inquire about it.
褻an誸
say that I know any Marty誷 in Hill Valley, Chester said. 褹n none that would
be related to Emmett, anyhow.
襂誰l
let her know, Doctor Merchant told him. 襀ow 詁out some lunch?
襍ure,
answered the bartender, who signaled Joey to get the doctor誷 steak ready.
襇iss Clayton eat anything yet? he asked, turning back to him.
襈ot
a morsel, he sighed. 襍he just sits in that room all day by his side, waiting.
She wants so badly for him to live, but I think in her heart she knows the
truth.
褺ut
isn誸 it at all possible ...
褹nything誷
possible, Chester. That誷 why I haven誸 pulled the bullet. Might as well give
詉m a fighting chance. But he won誸. Believe me. There誷 a better chance of me
bein shot by lighting right here, right now, than of that man surviving. An I
won誸 put stake in either of 詄m happening. I誺e seen it all too many times
before. It won誸 be long now.
Chester
nodded sadly, acceptingly. 襀opefully, this誰l be the last man Buford Tannen
puts in his grave.
褻heers
to that, said the doctor, raising his glass and pouring back another drink.
* * *
When
Doctor Marshal returned shortly after 1:00 he was immediately called into the medical
room by Clara. He entered to see Emmett, resting on the table as before,
desperately trying to move and being unable to do so, moaning lightly,
sometimes rising to shouts, his eyes partly opened. Clara had placed a wet
towel on his head and on the back of his neck in an attempt to ease his pain.
襀e誷
hurting, Clara said as the doctor looked over him. 襂sn誸 there anything you
can do? Anything to make the pain go away?
The
doctor stood up from Emmett誷 form after a moment and shook his head at Clara.
襂誱 afraid there誷 nothing I can do, Miss Clayton. Mr. Brown誷 condition is
getting worse. I誱 afraid he won誸 make it through the night.
Clara
shook her head obstinately. 襀e can make it! I know it!
襂t誷
getting worse, the doctor returned firmly. 襇iss Clayton, you can誸 keep
holding on to false hope. You have to understand the probability, understand
that there誷 so little chance of him surviving. If you don誸 accept it, it will
just be that much more damaging when reality hits.
褹nd
I suppose you want me to just give up hope? Stop believing? Well, I won誸,
doctor. I won誸 give up on him. He can make it. I know it! And I know in the
highest reaches of Heaven that there誷 a miracle, an answered prayer ... a
hope. And I won誸 give it up.
襓ou
don誸 have to give up, Miss Clayton, but you must accept it. You must accept
that he may and most likely will die.
She
whipped her head away from the doctor and turned her eyes to Emmett, who was
still moaning softly to himself, and fought to hold back her tears. She managed
a meager 襂 won誸 through her breathless whimpers and returned and kneeled
next to Emmett誷 side, pressing her hand to the wet cloth on his head.
The
doctor viewed this scene for a few long moments before he finally relented.
襂誰l be back in an hour to check on him. If anything else should change, let
me know.
Then
he left Clara alone with her Emmett, and she sat at his side, stroking his hair
and trying to do whatever she could to make him more comfortable.
The
moaning grew louder toward the end of that hour, but by 3:00 had subsided
altogether and his form had gone silent again, unconscious. Clara still stayed
by his side, never leaving. She knew that he wasn誸 going to die, that Emmett誷
strength and God誷 will would return him to her. She remained there for the
rest of the day, holding his hand and whispering words of tenderness into his
ear, and could feel her heart breaking with every passing moment.
* * *
The
moaning rose again shortly after 6:00 that evening, not long after the doctor
had made his last hourly checkup. Clara still kneeled by his side, and when she
heard his laments once more began to lightly brush her hand across his face,
hoping in some way to soothe his pain with her touch.
Some
minutes of this continued until suddenly Emmett誷 eyes snapped open once more
and turned up to Clara誷 face.
疑
Clara, Emmett誷 dry and scratchy voice came, and it seemed a struggle for him
to speak.
褽mmett?
Emmett, can you hear me? she asked, lowering her head down to his to look into
his eyes.
褻lara
捎 he spoke again. 疑 I誱 dying.
襈o,
she shook her head obstinately. 襈o, you can誸, Emmett! You have to fight,
please! I need you, Emmett!
Emmett
gasped as if the breath was being taken out of him and for a moment Clara
became frozen with fear that he had left her. But still he looked up at her and
his mouth opened once more to speak.
襂誱
sorry, he said lightly.
襓ou誺e
got nothing to be sorry for, she told him. 襊lease, Emmett, you can make it. I
know it! Please!
He
looked as if he wanted to tell her more, but didn誸 have the strength. 襊romise
me, he managed in a shaky whisper. 襊romise me, Clara, that you love me.
Truly love me for me for the rest of my life.
褽mmett,
she said passionately, taking his hand in hers and moving her face so close
that her nose touched his. 襂 promise you that I will love you for all time.
Emmett
stared up at her and didn誸 speak for a long while. Clara called to him, but he
didn誸 seem to hear. It wasn誸 long before his eyes shut again and he fell back
into unconsciousness. Clara held his hand in hers, never letting go, and stared
at him intently, waiting for him to awake, and knowing in her heart that he
would, because it was too perfect to have it end this way, and that God could
never have meant for things to happen in such a manner. The way they had met
and come into each other誷 lives, that couldn誸 be luck. It was destiny.
It
was destiny.
* * *
Emmett Brown died that night at 6:44 PM, Clara Clayton at his side.
Sometimes it was amazing how life could be so insidiously cruel. One could ask the heavens a thousand times for what purpose such a callous outcome could serve and never receive an answer.
Destiny, Clara concluded, was the most inequitable of unanswered questions.
Tuesday
September 8, 1885
3:27 PM
Clara sat alone in her cabin in a seat across from the fireplace, running the brim of Emmett誷 hat through her hands, her head lowered and weeping lightly to herself, as there was no one else to weep to, her stretched shadow cast from the light of the sun falling through the cabin誷 front window her only companion.
When Emmett had passed the night before, Clara found it impossible to control her emotions, and for a long while she refused to believe it, even when she was led out of the room by Doctor Merchant and some officers, along with Marshal Strickland, had come to retrieve the body and bring it to the undertaker. It wasn誸 until the marshal had offered his condolences to her that she seemed to finally understand, and reality came rushing at her like an exploding rocket come to blast away all her hopes.
After that she left the doctor誷 office, running as fast as her legs could carry her out of Hill Valley (so disturbed was she that she had forgotten that she had ridden into town on the horse supplied by Mayor Dawson). She finally collapsed to the ground a couple miles from her cabin and there she remained, folded like a potato sack, whimpering to herself. That誷 how Marshal Strickland found her a half hour later, and he rode her on his horse back to her cabin and made certain that she was secure for the night and promised to visit her the next day. Of course, she hardly slept, and when she did she dreamt that Emmett was still alive and that he had survived the shooting, just as she had prayed for the last two days. She would wake up in the midst of the dream and would begin to slowly realize that it was nothing but a fabrication of her subconscious, and soon she began to wish to never awake.
Sometime after noon she had willed herself out of bed and slunk to the living room where she found Emmett誷 hat on the coffee table where the marshal had left it after taking it from her grasp the night before. She settled into the seat across from the fireplace and remained there the rest of the day, clinging to Emmett誷 hat and wishing it were his hand she held so tightly to.
Marshal Strickland came to check on her, as promised, just before 3:30 that afternoon. He let himself in, as when he knocked Clara couldn誸 find the strength to go to the door and open it for him. He approached the chair Clara was seated in and crouched before her.
襇iss Clayton, he said softly. 襂 know you誶e mourning. The whole town誷 just in a regular melancholy over the whole thing. Are you going to be okay?
After a moment of silence, Clara was finally able to collect herself. Wiping the tears from her cheeks, she looked up, an uneven frown etched in her face. 襂誱 not sure, Marshal.
Strickland nodded with sympathetic understanding. He had felt the same sense of hopelessness when his wife was killed when her coach had been held up a few years ago. At least, though, he had something to live for: his son. That made it easier for him, knowing that he had to go on, for his child誷 sake. It誷 also what sent him into the occupation of upholding the law. 襂 know it hurts now, Miss Clayton, but I誱 certain you誰l make it. Do you have anyone from the Old States you might want to come down and visit you, brighten your spirits, keep you company? Some family?
Clara shook her head roughly. No, now certainly wasn誸 the time to see them again, not at a time like this. They wouldn誸 understand. They never had.
褹ll right, said Marshal Strickland. 襃ust know that I誱 here for you, Miss Clayton, if you need me. We understand how much you cared for Emmett. We just want to make this as easy for you as possible.
Clara nodded slightly with appreciation.
褼id you eat anything yet? he asked her.
Clara shook her head.
褻ome now, Miss Clayton, you must eat! Marshal Strickland said with exasperation. 襂t誷 been nearly three days!
襂 can誸, she said wearily.
Marshal Strickland sighed heavily. 襑e誶e beginning to worry, Miss Clayton. Promise me you誰l eat something. Anything. Some dried fruit, a bowl of soup. Something!
襂誰l try, she said feebly after a few moments.
Knowing that he wouldn誸 get any more from her, he left it at that.
褽mmett誷 wake will be held on Thursday, he told her. 襑e thought, seein as how no one knows anything about any sort of relatives Emmett had, an you was probably the closest thing he had to family, that you might want to come into town tomorrow and dedicate the tombstone for him. We figured you誨 be the best person to do it.
Clara thought about it for a moment, then nodded. 襓es, I誨 like that.
褹n I誰l take care of all the funeral arrangements, if that誷 all right by you, he added.
Clara nodded that it was.
褹n maybe you誨 wanna stop by my office before that so that you can identify the shooter. We do want to get him arraigned and get his sentencing done as soon as possible.
襓es, she answered swiftly. 襍o would I.
Marshal Strickland stood. 襂 brought your horse back in from Hill Valley. Come on into town tomorrow afternoon. The undertaker誰l be expecting you.
襎hank you, she said politely.
Marshal Strickland turned to leave, but paused as he went to step out the door and looked back at Clara. 褼on誸 worry, Miss Clayton. Everything誰l be fine, you誰l see. I know it誷 not much, but you know the old saying 訵hat does not kill us makes us stronger? Well, it誷 the truth. I know it誷 hard now, but you誶e a strong woman. Everything誰l be fine, in time.
With that, the marshal left her cottage and rode back into town. Clara again lowered her head and gazed at Emmett誷 dusty hat, the one she had flattened just five days prior when they first met. It seemed like one hundred years ago and at the same time as if it had just happened.
There was some truth that old saying Marshal Strickland had mentioned, Clara conceded. Only, a part of you had to still be alive for it to apply.
* * *
Wednesday
September 9, 1885
12:18 PM
The next morning Clara had finally found the resolve to face reality. She had spent all of the rest of yesterday alone in her cabin, weeping to herself and asking God every question she could imagine as it pertained to the events of the last week, from why it was requisite that she have no happiness in life to why He had brought Emmett into her life only to take him away so suddenly and so heartbreakingly. At some moments, at her most bleak of dispositions, she wondered if he was just a dream, a fantasy her mind had envisioned and created, as it almost felt impossible for him to have really existed, only to be torn from her just two days later.
Though her mood remained just as downcast as before, when she woke up in the morning, Clara managed to will herself to bathe and change into a clean dress and prepare to head into town. After all, she had business to attend to and she wanted above all else to settle all of Emmett誷 post mortem affairs. She had promised to love him for all time, and that oath (and that true everlasting love) was motivation enough for her to put aside her despair for the sake of her Emmett.
She rode into town at noon, but just as she had her horse trotting down the main road toward the marshal誷 office she was stopped by Joey, who dashed in front of her horse, causing her to pull back on its reigns to make it come to a stop.
襇iss Clayton, Joey said. 襂誱 glad to see ya. Won誸 ya come in an have lunch?
Clara shook her head. 襂誱 only in town for business, I誱 afraid.
襊lease, Miss Clayton, Joey said. 襃ust a bowl of soup. Compliments of the house.
襂誨 rather not, she said hesitantly.
襑ell, then I誱 afraid yer gonna have to run me down, 詂ause I ain誸 leavin the street 詔il you come inside and get yerself some grub.
She scrutinized the bartender誷 assistant seriously. Seeing the determined look on his face, his arms folded across his chest defiantly, she relented. Though she wasn誸 in the mood to eat, she was hungry, and she knew he (and the marshal, who had probably told Chester to be expecting her around this time) only had her best interest at heart.
襉kay, she said, climbing off of her horse and walking it to the hitching post. 襂誰l have a bowl of soup.
Joey smiled victoriously. 褹lready have it over the fire. Come on in, Miss Clayton.
She tied her horse to the hitching post and then followed Joey inside the bar. She sat at one of the round tables and asked for only a glass of water to drink with her meal, and soon she was brought a bowl of steaming chicken soup.
As she sipped from her spoon delicately, she was approached by Chester, who now sat in a seat across from her.
襀ow are ya, Miss Clayton? he asked.
She looked up at him, a long frown on her face, considering just how she should answer the question. 襂ndignant, she finally spoke.
襂誱 sorry about what happened, Chester said, patting her hand lightly. 褽mmett was a good friend of mine. If you ever need someone to talk to you can always come to me. I know you had only just met, but I could tell how much you meant to each other. Even Emmett could see that you were destined for one another.
褼id he say that? she asked wonderingly.
襈ot in so many words, Chester answered truthfully. 褺ut I could tell he knew it. You have to understand that Emmett was a very logical man. He always analyzed everything as if it had some scientific answer. But I think he knew that love had no real answer, or question for that matter, and it may have bothered him some, because it wasn誸 something he could figure out with a quill and paper. But if it was, then it wouldn誸 be so special, and I think he came to understand that.
襍o do I, said Clara, recollecting the conversation they had just before they had kissed for the first (and last, she reminded herself woefully) time.
襀e誷 lucky to have met you before he died, Chester said as he stood from the table. 襀ow誷 that one line go? 訧t誷 better to have loved and lost 烧
Clara nodded, recalling the line from the poem Chester was referring to. 褹lfred Lord Tennyson. 訧 hold it true, whatever be befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 訲is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.沼
襓ou誺e got quite a memory, Chester said, impressed.
襑ell, I am a teacher, she said modestly. 襂 must have read that poem dozens of times over by now.
Chester patted her shoulder lightly. 襂f you ever need anything, Miss Clayton, you can always come to me.
襎hank you, she said, and Chester returned to the bar to attend to a new customer who had entered.
She finished her soup and left the bar, heading over to Marshal Strickland誷 office across the street. She knocked lightly on the door and stepped inside the building.
Marshal Strickland sat at his desk, going over some paperwork before him. He glanced up when he heard Clara knock and smiled warmly when he saw her. 襇iss Clayton. Glad you could make it. You have some lunch?
襂 did, she confirmed. 襎hank you.
Strickland waved his hand at her, pushing aside her gratitude. 襂 take care of my folks. His face suddenly twisted into an odd grimace, as if something in that statement hurt him. He quickly shook it off, though, and asked: 襓ou ready?
She nodded her affirmation and Marshal Strickland led her to the back of the office to where the jail cells were located. He took her to the jail room nearest the back wall and stood between her and the bars.
褿et up! the marshal commanded to the occupant inside, who was currently seated on the jail誷 bunk, his head lowered as he picked at the rough skin of one of his hands.
The man inside glared up at Marshal Strickland, but obeyed, slowly rising to his feet.
襎his the man? Strickland asked Clara.
She peered over the marshal誷 shoulder and gazed intently at the man in the jail cell. There was no doubt about it at all. He flashed her a wicked grin, as if daring her to accuse him.
襎hat誷 him, marshal, she said positively. 襎hat誷 the man who shot Emmett.
Just as Marshal Strickland was nodding to confirm what he had suspected all along, a soft chortle rose from Mad Dog Tannen誷 throat and he started to bellow out loud, not in a jovial fashion, but in a way that was vile and wicked.
襓o gonna regret that, li誰 missy, he roared at her.
襀ush up, Tannen! Marshal Strickland barked.
Tannen wrapped his hands around the bars of the cell and stuck his face between the slits, his piercing eyes glaring at her. 襂 guess it wasn誸 enough I had to kill yer boyfriend. Now I gotta beef ya too!
襎hat誷 enough, Tannen! Marshal Strickland cried, reaching for his billy club and striking Tannen across the fingers of his right hand.
Tannen let out a sharp bawl and instantly withdrew from the bars of the cell. He held his crippled hand and wailed: 襂t誷 broke! Ya broke my gun hand!
褹n that誷 not all I誰l break if you don誸 keep quiet, Tannen, Marshal Strickland shot back. 褹n I wouldn誸 worry about it too much. You won誸 be around long enough to let it bother you much, anyhow.
Tannen snarled at Strickland, but withdrew to the back of the cell and returned to the bunk, murmuring to himself.
襍orry 詁out that, Marshal Strickland said as he led Clara back to the front of the office. 襎hat bastard has no decency at all. But don誸 you worry 詁out him. As long as you testify in court, I誱 certain that this town will be spared of Buford Tannen once and for all.
襎ell me, Marshal, Clara said as they returned to his desk, 襴hy did that man shoot Emmett? It seemed as if they had a conflict before.
襂ndeed they did, Marshal Strickland said as he settled back into his wooden seat. 褽mmett shod Buford Tannen誷 horse, and Tannen誷 horse threw a shoe. Tannen shot the horse and then went to jail for robbin the Paradise Stage. He blamed Emmett for it. Said he owed him eighty dollars for the horse.
褹nd he shot Emmett over eighty dollars? Clara demanded, incredulous.
Marshal Strickland gazed up at her, but didn誸 know quite what to say. 襂誱 sorry, Miss Clayton. There誷 nothing I can say that will make what happened have a just cause. Buford Tannen doesn誸 see life. All he knows is iniquity and vengefulness.
She glanced back at the jail cell, at the man who murdered her Emmett, and shook her head sadly. 襂t makes you wonder 捎
襑onder what? Marshal Strickland asked after a moment.
襂 used to be so certain, she answered. 襈ow, I can誸 imagine how I could have ever been right.
襌ight about what, Miss Clayton?
襂f men like that exist, she began. 襂 just can誸 imagine 捎
With that, she turned and left the marshal誷 office.
* * *
After picking out the tombstone at the undertaker誷 shop for Emmett誷 grave and settling on an epitaph (襍hot in the back by Buford Tannen over a matter of 80 dollars so that the world knew the name of the horrible man who took her Emmett from the world and for what petty reasons he did it and 褽rected in eternal memory by his beloved Clara so that the world would remember how much they cared for each other), and buying a black dress and veil for the funeral, Clara rode back to her cottage after being informed by the undertaker of when the funeral would be held the next day.
A few people, including Chester and Seamus McFly, were going to say a few words about Emmett and Clara had made the decision to do the same, only she didn誸 know if her powers of prose could do him justice, so she spent the rest of the day searching through her collection of books (which had been delivered on a separate train the day after she arrived, along with a few other items) for the composition that would best express how she felt.
The search helped keep her mind off of the current events somewhat and allowed her, for at least a time, to forget her despair. She forced herself to have some supper (she cooked herself a light vegetable soup) that night, but didn誸 eat much of it, and went to bed early, but found sleep difficult and was restless the whole night. A part of her feared that if slumber did completely envelop her, that she may choose to never wake from it, while another part of her welcomed it.
* * *
Thursday
September 10, 1885
8:49 AM
The wake was held in Emmett誷 blacksmith shop, the living room having been cleared for the attendants, and his casket propped up on two chairs in his former sleeping area in the rear of the building. It was a light crowd, as Emmett hadn誸 been the most extroverted of persons. Among the guests were Clara, Mayor Dawson and his wife, Chester, Joey, Seamus McFly and his family, and Marshal Strickland, along with a mix of other townspeople who had been acquainted with Emmett. They chatted amongst each other, telling various tales of Emmett誷 experiences in Hill Valley.
Clara hung back, listening to the stories of the person she felt so close to but didn誸 know much about on the extrinsic level. Some people went to the opened casket to say their final goodbyes to Emmett, but Clara remained near the entrance of the smithery, her arms hung down and her hands clasped together. The thin veil hung over her eyes, dimming her vision as she watched, never once having the urge to step near the opened casket.
The memorial service began just after noon, and it was held in the same location, as Emmett had never been much of a religious person (choosing not to attend church as was customary every Sunday, instead using the time to work), and so it had been agreed by Marshal Strickland and Chester that it wouldn誸 be appropriate. As the scientist had once told Chester when he inquired of his refusal to attend the weekly sermons (which was not a favorable choice to many of the townspeople): 襂 happen to hold faith that I誰l be judged on my actions during my lifetime and not my inactions.
Wooden chairs from the Palace Saloon (which Chester had closed for the day, much to the chagrin of some of the less sympathetic barflies) had been set up inside the smith shop by that time for the guests to sit in and Marshal Strickland, who had been decided to officiate the service, began the ceremony once everyone had been seated.
Marshal Strickland stepped behind a dresser which had been set in front of Emmett誷 casket to act as a makeshift pulpit and, sliding a folded sheet of paper from his breast pocket and clearing his throat, he began:
褹s you all know this is the memorial service for Emmett Brown who died on Saturday. We made the decision not to have it held in a church, as it didn誸 seem fitting of Emmett誷 memory, who was more of an intellectual than a spiritual. I suppose that could have something to do with the low turnout, that and Emmett was more concerned with being himself than making friends.
褾olks like him don誸 come around often. When you find a chance to make acquaintances with someone as unique as Emmett I believe you should take advantage of it, and I誱 glad I did. And I誱 sure most of you are as well. It誷 always hurtful when a good person dies. But for some reason it hurts even more when that person brought something to our lives that no one else could. Those folks who don誸 follow the customs or rules set up by society, those who are happy being themselves, they誶e a rare breed. And I must say that I am privileged to have known Emmett Brown. He was a good, kind, decent man and I don誸 know that one like him誰l show up in the next century.
襑ith that, he said, returning the paper to his pocket, 襂 will open the floor. There are a few people who have volunteered to speak, and then should anyone else want to say some words they may come up. After that we誰l take the casket up to Boot Hill Cemetery where the gravesite has been set up. Seamus, you誶e to speak first, he added, pointing to the Irishman.
Seamus nodded and rose from his chair as Marshal Strickland left the stand and went to his own seat in the crowd. Seamus stepped before the dresser and delivered his own speech, speaking mostly of Emmett誷 fine character and his determination during adversity. Chester spoke next and revealed some lighter stories of Emmett, from the discovery of Emmett誷 inability to hold liquor (which received a faint chuckle from the mourners), his mysterious irreparable wagon (襫ever did figer out what became of the damned thing, he added whimsically), and his devotion to the town of Hill Valley, 襴hich very well may have cost Emmett his life. If I could do it all over again, I誨 force a drink down his gullet and carry his soaked ass outta the bar and throw him on the first train outta Hill Valley. But there was no getting through to Emmett, not when he had his mind set on somethin. At least I can take solace in the fact that I know from his own mouth that he was happy. If there誷 one thing that man deserved it was happiness.
Chester stepped away from the podium then and Marshal Strickland took his place behind it, saying: 襈ow Miss Clayton has chosen a poem to read in Emmett誷 memory. Miss Clayton, you want to come up here now?
Clara, who sat in the back row, nodded slightly and stood and went to the back of the smith shop. She stepped before the dresser and, standing there, viewing the paper she had transcribed the poem on, she turned to glance back at Emmett誷 open coffin. She quickly snapped her eyes back to the paper and, taking a deep breath, went ahead: 襂 only knew Emmett for two days. To some it may seem odd, perhaps even silly, that after only knowing him for such a short time that his he could mean so much to me. I don誸 intend to convince those people of my feelings, but I will share them. Emmett was the most wonderful man I have ever met. I may have only known him for two days, but if felt as if we had known each other for a lifetime, as if our souls had met in some other world and were only now becoming reacquainted. I don誸 believe that I誰l ever find someone I feel that way about again, and it makes me realize how lucky I am to have met him and known him, no matter how short a time it was for. I can only hope that our souls will have the opportunity to come together again in the future. For Emmett I have selected to read a poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning.
Here she paused, closing her eyes momentarily and breathing in and out deeply, and then began to read the sonnet, slowly and longingly:
襀ow do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday誷
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood誷 faith.
I love thee with a lover I seemed to lose
With my lost saints袸 love thee with the breath,
Smile, tears, of all my life!補nd, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
She could feel the tears swelling in her eyes and so she quickly left the dresser and returned to her seat in the back of the audience to wipe them away in solitude. Marshal Strickland returned to the dresser once more and asked if anyone else would like to say a few words. Mayor Dawson volunteered and gave a short speech on his experiences with Emmett. After that, as there were no more volunteers to speak, the memorial service ended and the party broke for a complimentary early lunch at the Palace Saloon before the burial ceremony that afternoon.
Clara stayed behind, watching as some men nailed Emmett誷 casket shut and carried it out to a wagon and laid it inside. Clara continued to gaze over at the wagon after the men had parted to the saloon for their own lunch, her gloved hand covering her mouth and nose as she wept silently to herself.
襇iss Clayton, she jumped as a hand touched her shoulder and turned to look upon Marshal Strickland. 褹ren誸 you going to eat?
襈o, she whispered in a dried voice. 襈ot today.
襂t誰l get better, he said, reaching his hand behind the black veil that covered her puffy eyes and wiping a tear from her cheek. 襂 promise.
She smiled weakly at him but didn誸 respond.
Less than an hour later the mourners reconvened and rode out to Boot Hill Cemetery. When they reached their destination in the slopes of southern Hill Valley, the pallbearers, who consisted of Seamus, Chester, Joey, Mayor Dawson, Mr. Statler, and Marshal Strickland, carried the casket out of the wagon and to the hole which had been dug the day before just before the gravestone Clara had picked out, and set it up to be lowered into the ground. They all stood around the gravesite at this time, and here Clara brought from her pocket the broach she had worn to the festival Saturday night that had her name affixed to it. It had been given to her by her mother when Clara was just a little girl, before she had died giving birth to her brother. At times she would look upon it late at night, for it seemed to be the only gift of love she had ever received, and the only semblance of it as well.
As they lowered the casket by ropes into the grave, Clara let the broach fall from her fingers and to the top of the casket as it settled into the dark earth. It was best that it be buried with Emmett, as was intended.
Once the casket was laid into the ground, some workers went at filling in the hole with shovels and soon the crowd began to slowly disperse as the ceremony came to an end. After a while only Clara and Marshal Strickland remained, Clara standing to one side, watching the men finish their work, and Marshal Strickland standing just behind her.
He came up and touched her lightly on the shoulder. 襓ou誰l be all right, he said, mostly looking for assurance, not to comfort.
襓es, she said slowly.
The marshal accepted it, then turned and returned to his horse and left the gravesite.
The men finished their work and, tipping their hats at Clara, departed themselves. She went to the grave and stood over it, looking down at the only figure of Emmett that remained, a cold and dark stone, and began to weep bitterly to herself.
She didn誸 leave until the sun began to set on the day and the darkening of the sky seemed to be telling her it was time. Placing her hand on the stone, she said quietly: 褿oodbye, Emmett, and then turned from him and returned to her horse and rode back to her cottage alone.
* * *
Monday
September 14, 1885
6:54 PM
Clara visited Emmett誷 grave every evening that week. She would sit before his tombstone and tell him of how much she missed him and how life seemed so empty all of a sudden. She reasoned that, though it had always been empty and though she had felt unloved for so long, somehow it was worse knowing what would have been, and knowing that the only happiness she had ever asked for was taken away from her and that it would never be equaled.
Marshal Strickland kept watch over her, checking in on her when he could, or having one of his men do so to see how she was holding up. He understood her pain well enough to feel a sense of responsibility in helping her through the ordeal, and Clara was thankful for it. Being a newcomer to the town she didn誸 have anyone to lean on, and the marshal誷 concern was the only thing that made life feel important.
On Saturday Marshal Strickland had informed Clara that Buford Tannen誷 trial had been scheduled at the Hill County courthouse for that next Saturday and that it was expected to be a quick verdict. Clara誷 testimony would be enough for a jury to convict him. All they needed was someone with enough resolve to indict him. There was no jury in Hill County that wouldn誸 find Mad Dog Tannen guilty all they needed was a firm offense to condemn him on.
Clara had sworn to Emmett that she would do everything in her power to see that his shooter would be brought to justice, and she had no intentions of reneging on that promise. Nothing else was more important, and no matter what the future held she vowed to at least see that through.
Just after the sun had begun to set on the Monday following Emmett誷 funeral, Clara had left Boot Hill Cemetery and had ridden back into town. She was stopped as she crossed before the Palace Saloon by Marshal Strickland, who stood on the deck outside the bar, leaning against a green post and taking a sip from a shot glass as he stared up at the darkening sky.
襇iss Clayton, he said, taking a step off of the deck and approaching her horse.
Clara brought the horse to a stop and looked sidelong at the marshal.
襂 suppose you just came back from visitin Emmett? he asked her after a moment.
She nodded.
襑hy don誸 you come inside an have Chester make you a drink?
襉h, I don誸 drink, she replied.
襀ow about a cup of tea? he asked her. 褻ome on in an have a chat with some folks.
襂 don誸 think so, Marshal, she said. 襂誨 rather just go home and go to bed.
襂 understand, Marshal Strickland consented. 襂 have to go relieve Deputy Smith of jail watch now, anyhow. But I do hope you get out and try to associate with some folks, Miss Clayton. The more you keep yourself withdrawn the worse off you誰l be.
襂 know, Clara said. 褺ut I誱 just not ready yet.
襂t誰l take some time, agreed Marshal Strickland. 襃ust try to stay strong and remember that we誶e here for you.
襂 will, she assured him, then led her horse away, out of Hill Valley.
* * *
At 7:00 Marshal Strickland returned to his office to take over watch of the inmates and Deputy Smith went out on patrol until his shift ended for the day. After 7:30 the marshal誷 hired nanny brought his son to his office. The boy wanted to follow in his father誷 footsteps and the marshal wasn誸 disinclined to show his son the ropes (at least the milder side of the law), just as he had at the festival.
There wasn誸 much excitement at the little jailhouse, but his son would skim through the police and prison manuals by lamplight and ask questions of his father, who would entertain himself by playing solitaire at his desk. His nanny would return at 9:00 so that his son could be in bed by 10:00, and the boy absorbed as much information as he could until it was time for him to leave.
Just before 8:00 the marshal heard a noise coming from one of the cell誷 in the back and he sat up straight in his wooden chair and listened carefully, hushing his son who had been asking another question. He had heard something banging on the bars, and what sounded like Mad Dog Tannen whispering. He rose from his seat and went to the back of the office. He peered into Tannen誷 cell and saw the outlaw lying back on his bunk, holding his broken hand to his chest and staring up at the ceiling of his cell.
襓ou talkin to yourself Tannen? the marshal asked.
褹in誸 no one else to talk to, Marshal, he answered roughly, still looking up at the ceiling. 褹n you ain誸 much of a magpie yerself.
褻an誸 much talk to a dead man, returned Strickland evenly. 褹n that誷 about all you is. Now you better hold yer tongue back here before I make it so you don誸 have any teeth to mouth off with.
With that, Marshal Strickland turned from the jail誷 bars and returned to the front of the office. Stepping up behind his son who sat in front of his desk, he placed his hand on his shoulders and said: 襓ou see, son, no matter how they try to intimidate you, always maintain discipline. Remember that.
襓es, sir, pa, his son answered obediently.
His father patted him on the shoulder, then moved toward the door. 襍tay put right where ya are. I誰l be right back. I誱 just gonna visit the privy.
He left the building and his son returned to reading the police manual that sat before him on the desk. As he was skimming the book he heard the whispers that his father had heard rise once more. He paused in his reading and looked over his shoulder toward the jail cell. Grinning mischievously to himself, he called to the back of the jail: 襊ipe down back there!
The whispers ceased and a cruel laugh supplanted them.
褻ome over here, boy! Tannen called to him.
The boy Strickland hesitated. 襇y pa told me to stay put延
襓ou always do what yer daddy tells ya? Tannen asked derisively.
The young Strickland scrunched his face at the statement, then rose from his seat and went to the back of the office. He approached Tannen誷 cell and peered inside. Mad Dog sat up from his bed and stood and went to the bars.
襓ou got a smart mouth on ya, kid. Jus like yer old man, the outlaw said as he glared down upon the child. 襂f you was smart you誨 keep quiet, else yer gonna end up the same as yer daddy.
The child puffed his chest out proudly. 襂誱 gonna be jus like my pa when I grow up.
He heard the sound of the front door opening behind him and thought that his father must have returned. He was just about to turn and sprint back to the desk, lest his stern father thought he was being disobedient when Tannen suddenly reached out through the bars and grabbed the collar of the boy誷 jacket and pulled him back toward the jail.
襓ou wanna be just like daddy, huh? Then you better start growin eyes in the back of yer head, Tannen growled.
Just as he released his hold of the boy an arm from behind wrapped around the child誷 waist and a hand covered his mouth so he couldn誸 scream. Looking at the man who held the child securely, Tannen motioned to the two figures which stood behind him. 褿et the keys.
After finishing his business, Marshal Strickland returned to his office. As he went to his desk he noticed that his son was gone. He raised his eyes to the back of the office. 襔eb? he called. 襓ou in here?
The entire office was dark, the lantern at the desk having been put out and the marshal didn誸 think to re-light it. He moved through the black shadows to the back of the cell, groping about and calling his son誷 name. He peered into Tannen誷 cell and saw a shadowed figure lying in the bunk. Peering through the bars, he asked: 襓ou seen where my son got off to, Tannen?
The sound of a cocking gun drew Strickland誷 attention from the jail cell and from the shadows stepped Mad Dog Tannen, holding up the marshal誷 rifle and aiming it at him, broken hand fingering the trigger. 襓eah, I seen 詉m, Marshal.
From the other side of the room stepped the other two members of Tannen誷 gang, one holding securely to Strickland誷 son, his mouth still gagged by his hand.
襉pen the cell, Tannen said to the man who held the keys.
He obeyed and opened Tannen誷 former prison and his third man rose from the bunk and stepped out of the cell to join the others.
褺ring the kid in, Tannen ordered.
His lackey did just that, dragging Strickland誷 son into the jail cell.
襆eave him outta this, Tannen, Strickland said through gritted teeth.
褼on誸 ya worry 詁out yer boy, Tannen said as he approached Strickland and shoved the barrel of the rifle into his chest. 襃us do as I say an he誰l be jus fine. Now me and my boys, we誶e gonna ride outta Hill Valley quietly, ya hear? An yer gonna get in this cell an keep quiet 詔ill yer deputy comes to relieve you, understand?
Strickland誷 face remained rigid, but he nodded in compliance.
褿ood, Tannen said, pleased. 襈ow turn around an march straight into that cell.
Strickland obeyed. He turned from Tannen and moved toward the opened barred door.
襉h, Marshal, Tannen said, stopping Strickland in his tracks. 襓ou remember what I said the las time, don誸 ya? I told ya the nex time you turn yer eyes from me you wouldn誸 have the chance to turn back. Well, a promise is a promise, Marshal.
He pulled the trigger on the rifle and Marshal Strickland collapsed forward to the floor of the cell. His son attempted to break free from the man who held him and run to his father誷 aid, but could not.
褺ring the body in the cell, Tannen ordered. Then, turning to another man, he said: 褺ring the horses around.
Both the men obeyed, one dragging Strickland誷 lifeless body into the cell and the other rushing outside to bring around Marshal Strickland誷 and their own horses.
After Strickland誷 body was in the cell, Tannen tossed aside the rifle and commanded: 襆et誷 go.
With that, his man released his grasp on the boy and weeping he went to his father誷 side. They locked the cell with the two inside, son leaning across his fallen father誷 body, and rushed outside to the horses that were waiting for them.
Some pedestrians from the bar had come out when they heard the gun shot and were forced to stand at a distance and watch silently as Buford and his men, pistols drawn and aimed at the aghast townsfolk, climbed aboard their horses and rode out of Hill Valley.
* * *
Tuesday
September 15, 1885
10:34 AM
Clara received the news the news the next morning courtesy of Seamus McFly, who explained to her that Buford Tannen誷 gang had ridden into town last night and set Tannen free, and that Tannen had then murdered Marshal Strickland and they had all ridden out of Hill Valley quietly. The entire patrol was sent after him, but there were no signs of his or his men誷 whereabouts. Mad Dog Tannen had escaped un-adjudged.
Clara was quiet as Seamus spoke and remained silent for some time after he had left. She wasn誸 certain how to react. She had never thought that this would happen. She had always just assumed that Tannen would be brought to justice destiny deserved her at least that much. How could life be so inequitable?
She sat at the desk in her bedroom all morning, not crying, but just meditating over everything that had happened. First her Emmett had been taken away from her, now the man who had become her only ally and companion, the only person who understood what she was going through and was there to look after her was taken away as well, and the man responsible was free. No, such sadness was too pungent for tears. What did life have left for her?
Shortly after noon that day, as she sat at her desk, head lowered into her crossed arms, there came a knock at the door. She rose and went to the door, opening it with quivering hand to see a messenger. He held out a package for her.
襎hey said that you should have this that it should be delivered to you, he said, handing her the wrapped object.
Clara accepted it and watched the man return to his horse and gallop away. She examined the flat object in her hands and read the address scribbled on the front the address to Emmett誷 smith shop.
She tore open the packaging and looked upon the picture inside a matted photograph of Emmett standing before the clock tower at the festival, the description typed on a strip of paper and glued below the photograph 襎he New Clock - September 5, 1885.
Gazing at it, Clara suddenly became aware that this was the only picture of Emmett she had, the only one she would ever have the only memory of him. He existed now and forever only as a still, gray apparition. This picture and his stone were all that remained of Emmett Brown and all that was left of her soul.
She fell into an armchair in the living room and, doubled over and rocking back and forth, viewed the picture of her Emmett, her love, and remained in the chair, ruminating, as the day faded and grew dark and black clouds collected in the sky, thundering and lightning as a harsh rain began to pour and a storm gathered over Hill Valley. The time for her to visit Emmett誷 grave came and went. Instead, as evening fell to night, she rose from her chair and, kissing her fingers and then pressing them to the picture of her Emmett, she laid his picture on her desk and left her cabin, walking slowly, laboriously through the whipping rain and the wind tearing at the skirts of her dress, into the darkness beyond, toward Shonash Ravine.
* * *
The citizens of Hill Valley didn誸 know of Clara Clayton誷 disappearance until the following evening, and it took a search party until the end of the week to discover her fate. No one doubted the veracity of the reports that concluded that her end did not come by means of homicide Clara Clayton誷 despair had become a widely discussed topic in Hill Valley the last week, and Seamus McFly had returned that ugly day with a nauseating sense that Miss Clayton had received enough heartache for one lifetime.
Never had the little town of Hill Valley been befallen with such tragedy in its history, like an out of control train bearing down upon all the things that had been lined on its track without derailing, and it was a moment in time that was never forgotten.
Wednesday
September 15, 1886
1:58 PM
Mayor Dawson checked his pocket watch again, then glared into the distance. He could see smoke rising into the sky just beyond and knew the time was nearly at hand.
褹ll right everyone, hush up! he called to the throng of people gathered around. 襀ere it comes. Let誷 have a moment of silence now.
The crowd, which had been hitherto chatting lightly, ceased talking and looked out into the distance. They heard the rumbling and the chugging, and soon steam locomotive 131 came barreling through. The conductor, as instructed, blew the train誷 whistle in remembrance and the gathering of observers watched in silence as the train rushed by them, kicking up a sudden gust of air, and disappeared across the newly completed bridge.
After a moment Mayor Dawson nodded that the commemoration ceremony was now over and the crowd returned to its dialogue. Chester, who had arrived just before the train came through, went to Seamus McFly, who was with his wife and son, chatting with another family.
襇r. Oswalt, sure課 am glad to see you here, Seamus said as the bartender approached him. 襑e were afraid you wouldn誸 make it.
襂 wouldn誸 miss it for the world, Seamus, Chester said. 襓ou know, there isn誸 a day that goes by that I don誸 think about what happened, my God, one year ago to this day. It almost breaks my heart in two.
褹ye. How it all happened it don誸 get much worse. I wish we would誺e done somethin. Maybe gotten Emmett outta town while we had the chance.
襂 think about it every day. He誨 still be alive if he had just left Hill Valley when we told him to, an so would Miss Clayton. Sometimes I feel the heaviest guilt pressin down on me when I think of it. But then I wonder if he had left when he did, do ya think he would have ever returned? An do ya think that he would誥 ever met Miss Clayton?
襂 don誸 s誴ose we could ever know for certain, Seamus returned.
襂 don誸 suppose so either. But when that weight is bearing down upon me an I don誸 feel like I can get a gasp of air, I think to myself, if I had to choose between livin my life out comfortably until a ripe old age, or meeting the love of my life an dyin tomorrow, I think I誨 choose the latter, an I誨 copper a bet that Emmett Brown an Clara Clayton would choose the same.
襂 think you誶e right, Chester, Seamus said, placing his hand on his shoulder.
With that, Chester turned from Seamus and approached the large wooden sign which had been erected near the edge of the ravine which now had various flowers gathered around it. Chester placed his own flower before the sign, a single tea rose in an empty bottle of Moxie, and gazed down upon the sign.
襑ell, Emmett, I know you didn誸 want to leave Hill Valley because it was yer home, he said to the sign. 襇aybe you were right. Maybe if you hadn誸 met Miss Clayton in life, then your souls couldn誸 meet when you died. I don誸 know. I just hope yer happy, Emmett. You an Miss Clayton. If anyone deserved happiness it was you two.
With that, he rose and, seeing that the gathering was now beginning to disperse, he left the ravine to return to the Saloon to pour drinks for the local sots. As he left, he thought that the townsfolk couldn誸 have chosen a better name to christen the former Shonash Ravine, and its memorial remained through the history of Hill Valley for every age to read: